sljmryek

2006-11-23T00:35:00.000+08:00

MOVED.
www.neverstandstill.blogspot.com
pls relink me.! thanks.! (:
-melissa-

2006-10-18T10:22:00.000+08:00

back. im loving my life now - studies. hahas. but i knoe. after all of it. im gonna haf fun! woots! (: so .. MUG HARD PPLE.! im suffering wif u! =)) jia you!
this will be the last entry. changing blog. even the tagboard is screwed. LOL. take care!

2006-09-20T11:25:00.000+08:00

i should be studying NOW, but im losin focus. reason being, its my LAST prelim paper and its MCQ. so yeps. i cant wait to slack through the entire week and onli start studyin for As after that. (: LOL.
i wanna change my blogskin but deres nth nice around.
chomp chomp anione?!

Rain or shine u knoe tt he wld be dere for u. If ur feelin lonely, he wld also be dere to fill your lonely heart. Hes the best that i can ever haf. The best that i ever known. Hes my bestfren no matter wad happens.
i love you, bestfren.

2006-09-10T16:15:00.000+08:00

another wasted day.
2 more days to prelims and i cant believe im rotting n wasting my time in front of the tv n com.
it really seems like no dome no study -.- bad.
hahas. slackin away feels like a sin but its awfully great. =x
how ironical. im sick of those books and i feel like throwing it all away.
gone wif the wind, it shall be.

im starting to take note of those small little actions. (:
i cant wait for As to be over.

2006-08-27T10:07:00.000+08:00

WHEE~!
yesterdae rocks.!!!
i cant describe how happy i was ytd. ( just imagine i couldnt stop grining to myself after tt) i bet i look like an idiot. oh wells. this might sound crazy and stupid for a seventeen gg on eighteen girl. but. come on. deres always a child in everyone. so yeps. =D
wells. guess wad?!
i went toa payoh hub to get a glance of my fav. MLB.! woah.! they rock! =)) and while i was there i saw maia and the current sg idols. they were all fantastic! LOL. =P hahas. SAM IS SO CUTE! and hes even better in real person. *beams* that "BYE" and "PHONE" was =D woots. i guess im considered veri lucky.
after tt i came back home for BBQ. huilin n heryi came over too. gosh. the food was great. yummy. my tummy had a great reward after skippin its lunch. =x met my juniors at the pool too. tok till almost midnight? its unbelievable how much the sch has changed after 2 years. to think abt it, its kinda crazy. wells. hope things wld turn out better for dem.
for now. back to reality. hehes.! next week here i come.! next weekend is gonna be great!

2006-08-20T20:11:00.000+08:00

greats.! this is getting out of control. im now crazy wif MLB. very crazy. esp tt drummer. i love their songs. i cant stop gg to u tube just to listen to it. -.-
you will never believe wad i juz did. oh man. this haf gt to stop somehow. LOL. hahas. im still crazy!

2006-08-18T22:17:00.000+08:00

tired
its only 10.12pm and my eyes are already semi close.
goodness. im so tired. feelin so drained. im too lazy to do anything. all i want is to sleep.!!
i cant type properly. shall blog another daee.
nights!
im still in love wif WOOSA^2. im still gg crazy about sam, tt drummer. LOL.
time has a bad habit. it cant stop slipping away.

feng: yeps. i guess that works best for me. (: LOL. i wonder why too. i guess its just us. hahas. u mug hard alrights! tok to u soon! love ya!

2006-08-14T20:53:00.000+08:00

AAAHHH!!! first i misplace my watch! now. one side or my ear ring is GONE! -.- goodness. i need a change of luck. haas. i hope my ear rings reappear fast. the day onli gt worst when i realise i haf a test on biochemistry tml! and i haf yet to study for it! how great! =x wad a busy life. =x shhhhessshh! i still wan my ear rings! i shouldnt haf take it off. gosh.
this is such a nice start to the week! =x but im sure it can onli get better. hahas. thats for now.
i juz wanna say. i tink im starting to feel alrights. (:
nights!
i still want my ear ring back! sighs.

2006-08-12T11:57:00.000+08:00

Give My Love
Edward Chun
Lyric

When i look in your eyes i can see that you
Want to be with me but you’re so scared
And i don’t know what to say or do
But the tears keep falling from your eyes
And i know that times won’t change my love
And i can’t do nothing to keep you

*oh, i’ll give my love
Oh when i hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know that i can’t change my love
Take my love all through the night…

As the hours pass away
You think that love ain’t here to stay
Feel a beat from your chest
But you don’t give doubt a moment’s rest
You dream the future and all you see is dark
Listen to your heart, baby,
The truth will set sparks

Now i’ll give my love oh when i hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know, that i can’t change my love
Take my love all through the night…

Now i’ll give my love oh when i hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know that time won’t change my love
Take my love all through the night… (*)

i still din get to watch tokyo. but the other show was great. went to turn the capsule thingy. LOL. the fireworks was fantastic.
i tot i was able to handle it all. i guess i wasnt exactly all correct. it all came too sudden. but im gonna be fine.

2006-08-10T21:38:00.000+08:00

the beach rawks. the winds cool. although dere wasnt any companion but it still feels great. the truth was. i din even felt like gg home.
the journey home was long. tots flew here n dere. gt in and out of the emotional roller coaster ride. but i tink im feelin awesome right now! totally great! prolly juz for now.
haf to go rest. long dae ahead!

2006-08-10T08:28:00.000+08:00

im back. went to the airport to study ytd and deres so many pple there.
i was so tempted to change my blog add (i even created it) BUT i haf decided nt to use it. nt nw. its onli 8 plus in the morning yet i cant get to slp. nt to mention i woke up in the middle of the night ytd, to realise im havin alil trouble gettin to sleep.
those words couldnt stop ringing in my head. it feels like an auto alarm clock.
i wish i could smash it. trash it.
but i wouldnt wish that i was deaf.

i wan to be able to feel..
feel the wind right in my face,
i wan to be able to scream..
scream out loud,
i wan to be able to feel..
feel as free as the wind
i wan to.. i wan to..

deres only one place i feel like gg todae. _________

2006-08-06T13:29:00.000+08:00

196th entry
theres so much i wanna sae.
yet i cant put them into words.
instead,
burying myself with books,
to hide away those complicated ____.
_____ i cant even define.
nt even myself.
complex, u may say.
agree, that wld be my reply.
too difficult to comprehend.
too difficult to tackle.
but im still smiling (:
.....
the time has come.
wad am i thinking?

WOOSA WOOSA! MI LU BING ROCKS! =D hahas. drummer.

2006-08-01T20:10:00.000+08:00

I Could Sing Of Your Love Forever

Over the mountains and the sea,
Your river runs with love for me,
and I will open up my heart
and let the Healer set me free.
I'm happy to be in the truth,
and I will daily lift my hands
for I will always sing of
whenYour love came down. [Yeah!]
I could sing of Your love forever,
I could sing of Your love forever,
I could sing of Your love forever,
I could sing of Your love forever. [Repeat]
Oh, I feel like dancing
-it's foolishness I know;
but, when the world has seen the light,
they will dance with joy,
like we're dancing now.

no matter how tough this journey may seem. i know your near. i pray.
nights!
a vow which shall remain unbroken for as long as it can be.

2006-07-30T10:28:00.000+08:00

ytd. went to celebrate jessie's bdae! (: i love her room! hahas. manage to do some catching up wif all of them. most importantly, it feels great to be wif them again and that we are true to each other =D Its amazing how we don bitch or gossip like any group and we arent hypocrites. All we do is simply chat about our lives. =))
LOL. swts gz performance was great too! 3 cheers for her!! hahas. its a pity that she wasnt wif us ytd! anw. i hope she enjoyed her grandmas bdae ytd! hehes.
gtg finish my work b4 i go out! so yeps.! byez pple.!

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, JESSIE.!

2006-07-25T23:36:00.000+08:00

pray.
i hope the both of you are feelin much better.
footprints. u left one in me, right here.
i cant seem to erase it.
i cant seem to forget it.
it seems like it has been rooted here long ago.
too long ago.
right here, in me.

2006-07-15T09:58:00.000+08:00

YOU. unbelivable!
im back frm mids. survived without opening any Flower shop but thats nt ENOUGH! nt at all.! so yeps.
YOU.
patience + pretense + innocence = success. thats all i need to do. i will tolerate ur hypocrisy.

2006-06-30T17:29:00.000+08:00

had been busy muggin and at times slackin away.
wells. the mids haf been CRAZY. some papers were a killer. but wells. so be it. i juz hope for the best now. okies. deres 4 daes of break before my last 2 papers. woots! i cant wait for mids to end. i cant wait to get my life back on track again.
LOL.
i heard this question frm the "navy" advertisements. and i tink its worth a thought.
If your life were a movie, would it be interesting? (:

Real joy comes not from ease or riches or from the praise of men, but from doing something worthwhile.

2006-06-16T13:12:00.000+08:00

coffeebean
wwwooaahh. second visit in 2 weeks and second pure chocolate drink in 1 dae. *beams* (: ytd was great. went chilling out wif swt feng jess kim and edwin! woots.! we hang around art fren for like super long. jess was still in love wif all those hearts. swt bought some clay-paint like thing. feng bought some stuff too. kim saw this soap making thing! and we all saw this edible clay!! how cool! it even has flavouring on it! juz imgaine i make u some sushi wif it.! LOL. =x oh yarh! i gt this uber cool "swatch watch."
we met up wif clarence vern jane and lennon after tat. (:
i miss shopping. i wan a new bag! (:
had yoshi for dinner and i met songwei!
P.S. i din exactly recognise him so i din call him. =x oops. sorryy. felt quite dumb. -.-""

wads wif all this conversations.

2006-06-15T10:43:00.000+08:00

27
wad a significant number. A number tt use-d to meant alot but now, it juz become a wish/hope/target?. wadeva u call it. wells. for better/worst tt number "appeared" again. sheesh. and when i tot u wld forget bout it. u came checkin for it this morn. curiousity kills the cat huh. (:
it seems like everyone is watching world cup. some even placing their bets. but for my family. it seems like no one cares? we barely knoe wad match is coming up next, nt to mention bout the scores. gosh. UPDATES man.
another "tough-t0-get-to-slp" nite ytd. sheesh. this sucks. wells. ytd was hard to get by. i cldnt get myself to start studying so i was literally rotting and playing wif my niece at home. =) shes cute. (: somehw its weird to knoe tt we haf nth to tok about. nth to say and vice versa. like i haf lost it. not that it bothers me much but its more like a thought.
seeya girls in a few hours! (:
time to get back to my books b4 i go out.
why issit that your calls always come in at the right time? when im sad/stress/angry. its great to haf you as my listener.

2006-06-11T10:51:00.000+08:00

A question
simple yet complex. A contradiction.
it requires some reflection.
BUGIS.
went to some kids arcade at bugis ytd. LOl. it was rather fun.
manage to buy my dad a father's day gift too.! woots! =))
wells. its family day tml.! it means shoppin spree wif mum.! and movie wif all.
BENCHWARMERS. has anione watch the movie b4?
cos i wonder if its nice.
gtg.
rest well.

2006-06-10T13:06:00.000+08:00

went out to mac to mug ytd. like finally.
met jess for breakfast too. did some catching up. woots =) love her.
im glad everything is turning out well for her.
*SMILE* (:
wells.
when things happen just once. ~~it seems like OH NO.~~ its weird huh. sth juz gt mi thinking again.
it seems like i get irritated easily.
it seems wrong.
almost everything.
so wads wrong?
izzit cos im gg against......
out.

2006-06-08T21:21:00.000+08:00

studying mode
how i wish that was true.
ouch. my lips.
wells. i haf decided to change my blogskin. (:
since klass chalet is officially over. its time for me to start studying soon. if nt its SCREWED ME, SCREWED EVERYTHING.
i wish u wld start studyin soon too.
18 days.
back to tv. (:

2006-06-02T19:09:00.000+08:00

Finally, a week of lectures haf passed.
thanks to all who haf acccompany me this week.
Class chalet is drawing closer. =))
wells. studying is gg on alil S-LL-00-WWW.. rrly nid to start muggin soon. or else im a goner.!
hols are the best time to catch up wif all my frens too. woots. =D
this post is gettin alil too random n messy.
shall type a proper entry the next tym round.
for now, happie muggin pple esp YOU. yarh i mean you. the one hu is reading this. MUG HARD! =D

lets save some time for US.s.s.s.s.s.s...

2006-06-01T16:51:00.000+08:00

crazy school wif crzy lectures! =/ and my tagboard ish nt working!!! -.-"
wells.
fiona~ hahas. yeahs. totally agree! lets meet up sumdae den since its the hols! love ya! =)) tgc!

2006-05-27T22:11:00.000+08:00

ALMOST
went out wif mom n bro to swesens ytd! woots! nice food. wells. i enjoyed myself ytd! at least i din had to rot at home the entire dae.!

HAPPIE BDAE CLARENCE!!

went to ngee ann poly todae. woah. long long ride! and ngee ann poly is filled wif SLOPES.! and i mean alot.! dere are slopes literally EVERYWHERE. even the cars had to be parked on slopes. =x the sch ground is BIG! nice pple dere too! =D hahas.

did some catching up wif the gers. =) glad tt everyone is doin well.

u gt mi wondering.

2006-05-26T12:15:00.000+08:00

back. went to jalan besar stadium for the soccer finals ytd. it was a battle between VJC and our sch. sadly, we lost with a score of 4-2. However, the boys put on a tough fight and they rrly performed well.! so guys! don be sad! *3 cheers for ya!*

went out after tt to catch a show. nt too bad.! hahas. the tortise is so cute! " i am a reptile nt an amphibian.! " hahas. =))

wells. met many of my frens at ps ytd n i get to knoe another fren! i tink his name is ivan. woots. love widening my social circle.! saw jonathan at ps too. after sososo long. "once a fren always a fren" and i onli remembered tt i shld at least ask for his msn after we finish tokin. damnit. wads a fren without any contact. -.- wells. met kai hua too. did alil of tokin. SAW nelson. but apparently he din hear me when i called his name. -.- oh yarh! sae stefanus on tues too. hes playin for sengkang soccer club. or sth like tt. n i met my juniors after the soccer match! its been long.

im currently stoning at home. nt knowin wad to do. totally nt in the mood to study yet. gonna go n finish up my testimonial later. and out for dinner at lemongrass wif my mom and bro. anyone game for da vinci code / MI-3 n lots more.?

gonna meet the gers minus JESSIE WANG tml cos shes in LTC camp. i tink.! ahh!! JESS!! lets meet up real soon! ur suppose to update mi!! =P
everything is turning out so much better!

2006-05-19T06:42:00.000+08:00

things hadnt turn out better wif dem. nt at all.
wells. the serious me is back. the me wif confidence n character. im gonna trash everything out wif dem juz like wad i told dem last nite. wadeva the outcome maybe i knoe i haf god n frens to rely on.
thanks to u pple.

i found strength in...
shuyi. owaes giving mi her honest advice. i love her ears! thanks darling.
jessie. knowing tt i haf her to cushion my fall.
raymond. knowin tt will be dere to listen to my troubles. givin mi advice wheneva he cans. u dono how much it meant to me.
morris. my hao jie mei!! LOL. owaes so ON.!! thanks for ur companion. u pple rrly make mi smile.!
jian wen. thanks for eveything. short n sweet. LOL. don worry.
uu. thanks for being dere ytd! xie le.! aprreciate it. ur support n words. thanks.
n to any whom i left out!
BIG THANKS!
ur words n advice prolly gaf mi the strength to do wad im gonna do todae. HUGS!
thanks pple for chillin out wif mi ytd! even juz walkin arnd n tokin wif mi makes mi feel so much better. at least i knoe i haf U ALL to fall back on. (: LOVES.

2006-05-07T18:43:00.000+08:00

(: Lifes great.
ytd. 1 word. fantastic.! =)) delicious food! great company! my one n only unique family! thanks!
woots! =))
those words. i will remember." extended knowledge."
i tink i found the answer tt im searching for.
no more comparisons, mum. i had enuff. but thanks for ur opinions. love ya!
back to mugging.
girls. lets meet up REAL soon.

2006-05-02T20:10:00.000+08:00

after so long..
screw those endless test. -.- takin a break todae. went to watch vcd. =)) woots! YOU GOT SERVED.
my life took a turn. yesh agn. wells. again n again.
pple sae things happen for a reason. so wads the reasons behind all this?
im searching. still searching for tt reason. tt answer....
haf u ever feel uneasy wif ur close frens? tt u dun seem to be able to communicate wif dem the way u did b4. u get lost in their conversations n slowly wander into ur own world.?! closin everything that comes by? choose to keep to urself n nt engage in the conversations? choose to tok to frens u feel comfortable wif n nt dem?
wells. i felt tt way....
-byez-

2006-04-15T20:38:00.000+08:00

church tmr wif darling! after so damn long. (:
woots. the new cathay is woahh! hahas. nice lift n everything =P *beams* even the toilets are =))
wad bout everything seems gr8 when u haf a gd companion w u? LOL.
it was another busy fridae! had been veri bz since morning. BUT IM LOVING IT. been long since i went out to chill. hehes. =P
i wld juz sae. ytd was kinda unpredictable. wells. do u get wad i mean?
wells. sometimes things juz happen. if i cld answer those zillion WHYs. who am i lying to?
imgettinalilfragile.holdmeclose.treatmewifcare.
NO u shldnt. YES u should.
(:
back to work. goodnight pple!

2006-04-13T23:08:00.000+08:00

WOOTS! LONG WEEKENDS! sth worth waiting for. (:
P.S. but odac juz haf to take my weekend awy. =x
wells. tats life. time management.
went to watch FIREwall wif aiting lejia n peimin juz now. nicenice show! thriller! n darling lost her fone. gosh. hpe tt fellow will juz feel guilty n darlin will feel betta. -hugs-
out tmr.
more shows to come. i hope.
16blocks/black night/take the lead/keepin mum [tats for NOW]
fakin ignorance can onli end here.
i guess i can onli make things clear.
frens afterall.
let tmr be THE DAY.

2006-04-11T20:34:00.000+08:00

MIA-ing.
busy life. everythings takin a turn. =D had been so occupied. tt i rry nid time to REST! like REST.
thank goodness. deres long weekend this week. gonna go church this sundae. i tink. =D hahas. juz came back frm ubin camp. nt too bad.
-random-
off to bathe.
leave my life ALONE.

2006-03-25T23:34:00.000+08:00

HAPPIE 18th BDAE FENG! -loveya- hugs!

woots. met the gers to celebrate feng dear bdae! woots!! fondue.. hahas. had lots of fun. other den i cut my hand wif the scissors. =x its 1135pm. im tired. but im tryin to stay awake for the proposal. LOL.
-yawns- dere goes my life. gettin bz once again. odac is takin up my life. i wldnt deny i wan to be kept bz. at least i wldnt tink bout the silence. -adjusting- but neither do i wan to be THAT bz.
this is too much.. all my weekends are burnt wif overnight recee n overnight odac n annual camp till like end of april? but come to think bout it. i shldnt be complaining. some others r gg through the same thing with me.
and this simply means a "pig" like mi wld be lackin wif lots of slp!! n WILL be havin a tough time copin wif my sch work. sheesh.
nites.

2006-03-23T15:15:00.000+08:00

ITS OVER!!!
woots. the day i waited for finally arrived.!! =)) its time to relak n chill out agn. now my mind can wonder for all i care. LOL.
went out to makan wif jolyn n prissie. woots!! =)) *beams*
ytd nite was terrible. couldnt get to slp till bout 1 plus. was tossin n turning on the bed for an hour until my fone ring.!! hahas. but still i still couldnt slp after the call. sheesh.
something seem amiss. something is nt rite.
my sensing is -.- CMI.
gt to "lecture" tmr for ODAC orienteering lesson. hpe i dun screw it up. sheesh. LOL. wells. b4 i can teach dem i haf to be able to go to sch in one piece tmr! =D
i can wait to meet my new J1s.. =))
okies. tats for now.
DOWN TO DOWNTOWNEAST.....
BBQ here i come.
i betta be able to wake up tmr. LOL.
PLAY! tats my GOAL this weekend.
its still ringing in my head...........

2006-03-21T00:48:00.000+08:00

its 1am. n i still cant get to slp. i wonder y. perhaps im feelin too stress perhaps sth is buggin me. sheesh. wadeva izzit. please be GONE. cos im veri veri tired. mentally.
thanks to u 2 for keepin mi entertain. =)) gr8ly appreciated.
i guess all i nid now is sumone to tok to n destress me.

2006-03-20T14:27:00.000+08:00

feel lyk bloggin but deres simply nth to blog -.-
perhaps dere is. perhaps nt.
influence frm frens or..? hmm...
shutting all dwn once more.
and yesh. im fine. so don u worry (: i have my ways. =D
1 more dae..
3 more daes..
5 more daes..
hang on..
i miss em. hangin out w em. all of em. =))

2006-03-18T10:37:00.000+08:00

since tts my choice. i shall juz bear wif it.
-silently-
okies. a few more daes to block test. so yeps. jia you pple!! after tt we can haf lots of fun!! =)) will be changing blog add soon. yesh. AGAIN (:
a new place to rant.
byez.

六月的雨

2006-03-16T12:48:00.000+08:00

tryin to make mugging my forte.

life is juz a game we haf to play. none of us haf a sae in nt playin cos it juz starts when we're born. its either we win or we lose. so play it well. the choice is ours. once we stop playing... we're "dead". obstacles in life is juz like we get into jail while we r playin monopoly. we juz haf to get out of it. In life, we juz haf to overcome it.

SO ARE U GAME FOR IT?

"dead" a word for u to define...
-random-
i miss the life i once had.

2006-03-08T06:47:00.000+08:00

im so sorry...

2006-03-05T13:25:00.000+08:00

was at the bus stop when i heard a ger mentioning bout mjc n tt she was posted dere. at tt instant i wanted to walk over n tell her i was frm dere. but i held back. wanting to hear wad she gt to sae.... so apparently she went to appeal to nyjc. n sth she said caught my attention. "wad if i fall in love wif mjc after the 1st week n nyjc wants me?!"
the first thing tt appear in my mind was orientation n OGLs. i guess this bunch of pple rrly haf a difficult but nt an impossible task------- to make the freshies fall in love wif mjc. so to all the OGLs out dere. " GOGO JIAYOU!!! "=))

was expecting tt u wld sae tt. tats y i went all quiet suddenly. i juz din wanna ask cos i was afraid tt it was the truth. n guess wad.?! it is. i simply dislike. hate it. its nt a simple task accepting the fact. a promise tt was broken. i was alil piss.. upset.. disappointed. n i dunno wad..
regardless of hu we r. juz don do tt agn. for the sake or urself NT for me.
i tot bout it. given ur situation. i wld n never do tt. i wld haf did sth else.

2006-03-01T20:41:00.000+08:00

results
results.. okies. some of dem scored while others din. my sch did pretty well as a whole. so not much to comment. other den gd job! n i can sense the stress level building up.
-stun-
i see no link. wads wif the sudden realisation. like i don remember doing anithing. or izzit the depression thing. wells. either way. no comments. i haf given wad i can n yups. tats it.
back to studyin.

2006-02-27T19:18:00.000+08:00

"EXPOSE secret"

okies. just realise my blog is under the top searches when u type sth. sheesh.

the past.

i tink my blog juz won 60s of fame on some particular dae last week. =/ apparently i was veri piss wif this particular sum1 last yr. n yesh. i blog bout my dislike for this person n its in CAPS. n somehow this person found out this yr. goodness.

wells. blog is a public thing. u choose wad ya wanna write n stuff. so yeps. gt nth much to comment bout my entry. other den its in the past.

so yeps. mad life now. nth but test. ten topics of organic is enuff to kill.

definition of LIFE: sljmryek shuclaramel music studies play ODAC frens =))

ciaos.

HAPPY BDAE JIAN WEN.!!!

2006-02-19T21:34:00.000+08:00

my close fren:
i tot everything was gg well for u. those calls tt stop. but i guess i was wrong. things werent getting any better. it came to a point tt u tink tt no1 can help u and ur crying in ur heart. wells. i can onli pray that things will get better for u. dun worry. dun fear cos ur frens will owaes be dere. take care. and smile dude.
even in ur darkest times. u still make mi smile. wad logic is tt.

2006-02-19T13:45:00.000+08:00

ESFJ
hahas. im an 100% extrovert. =)) quite true though. n i haf gt no sense. -.-"
lifes great.
the more u dun wan it. the more it happens unknowingly.
pple. ENJOY LIFE WHILE U CAN!

Maths
Make
Melissa
Mega
Mad

Mugger
Mel

2006-02-12T11:46:00.000+08:00

mom drag mi outta bed. had to help my grandma wif the food. so yeps.
friday till now. lots of stuff happen. time out time out time out.
sheesh. this is a crazy world. wad am i tinking.................................................
the hurt tt i inflicted on u. the thing tt happen over these few daes.
am i rrly worth the pain n hurt tt u feel?!.
yeps. "to appreciate the gd points." im thankful for everything. but dere seems to be a huge barrier. disperancies in our thinking. plus words tt were said n hw i felt. omg. help. sum1. plssss...
even if i still do love u. this is gonna create alot of problems in e long run. things wld still happen. tinking is sth tt cant be change. n i wun one anione to change for me.
better nw den ltr. ahhh! crap.! prawn! lobster.!

perhaps this tym out wld help mi paint a clearer picture.

2006-02-11T18:21:00.000+08:00

second entry for the dae.
RANDOM n in no order.

raymond~ thanks for 'ur ear'. hahas. xie le.
roy~ hahas. thanks for makin mi luff agn. =D
ai ting~ i still love all our random chats.... woaaahhh.. shalalala~ we shall haf more.
u~ thanks for everything. i still nid a breather. im sure this is the best for us.
claresta~ stupid ger! so long nvr tok to u.!! hahas.
shu yi~ weeeiisss. lets haf our endless chat agn when ur free.! =)) cyaz on e bus.! =Pp
jess~ ahahas. fireworks ltr. i cant wait. ahahas.

feelin wwoooaahh.. the muggin starts now.. =x hahas. =Pp maybe tmr....
okies. time to stare at my closet. byeS..

2006-02-11T09:59:00.000+08:00

its weird hw things goes.
its tough knowin u haf an obstacle in front of u n u haf to cross it.
n when things happen. frens help n side wif u.
n tats wads happening now.
ur frens siding wif ya perhaps sayin ur right. blah blah blah.
my frens hearin me. n sayin its nt you. its him. blah blah blah.
tats FRENS.
so who are the best to JUDGE? us? NO? dono.
points get brought across. things get shoot back. so where does the problem lies. US?
so YESH. its neither of us NOW. am i rite? u tink its me. i tink its u. so deres no one who is wrong. hw idert. hw stupid.
things always go in a CIRCLE. start n back to square one.
each party involve in the problem. feels like he/she did alot. feels like its nt wad him/her shld deserve after all the sacrifices. feels like the other party shld try to gif n take. its owaes like this.
PLUS.
msg owaes get across but yet at times interpreted the wrong way. get inferred the wrong way. at times harsh words are used. yesh. i was NVR worth ur tears.

wad a reflectiiiiii0000on at such an early hour. 9 30 am.

P.S. i nvr forget bout the weekends. i knew dere was 1 dae tt i had to be out wif U. so i make it a sundae. cos im gg out on a sat NITE. so yeps.

P.S.S. sorry if it doest make sense to U or you. or U or you thinks its nonsensical. but sit down n rrly tink. aint wad i sae alil true.? hu wld ever sae tt ur frens are in the wrong.! nt urs nt mine.

2006-02-10T22:47:00.000+08:00

wad you waiting. wad u waiting. wad u waiting FOR.!!!
woah. sljmryek rawks.! (:
-respect my privacy-
tots floating.................................................... ............................................. ..........................................

REG 8!!! hope u pple score well in ur Olevels. hpe to cyz pple soon. tgc!! =))

2006-02-07T20:12:00.000+08:00

i went to wish the doctor happie cny todae. -.-
i tink i look pathetic half the dae.
BUT stilll...
3 cheers to myself for being able to survive in sch the entire dae.!
my chem test is screwed. couldnt tink str8. was dwn wif fever this morn. wadevas. den it subside n came back agn. sheesh.
i was freezing the entire dae when the weather was so freakin hot. body started to ache in the afternoon n i started to tink tt i wun be able to make it to the clinic in one piece. i had to drag myself dere n back home. i din even feel like alightin frm the bus.
feeling: terrible.
problem: throat infection (YESH agn.)
gt back wif 3 medication plus an mc. still tinkin whether i shld utilise it. iderts.

wells. i hpe it stops hurtin. YOU tgc. <3
ahhh! cant wait to meet ya gers on FRIDAE!!! wooaahhh.. hugs!

2006-02-05T23:23:00.000+08:00

yesh JT IM UPDATING MY BLOG. =/ lols.
haf been MIA-ing for awhile. sorrry peeps. been quite bz recently. deres CNY followed by road race n ENDLESS hwk. sheesh. wad a life.
lifes been great. caught 3 movies since the starting of CNY. fun wif dick n jane. i nt stupid too. fearless.. woahh. exciting life. hahas.
sianx. gt test on tues. which means i haf to mug. oh man. wad a life. -.-""
gt prayin tonite at midnight. sheesh. cant midnight juz be NOW?! im gettin alil tired.
road race was ok. position 42. ermms nt exactly . happie bout it. but okies. =D hahas. wells. glad tt ODAC gt third for intercca.! so cool! =Pp u gers all did well.! hahas.
gtg now! tgc.
BYEZ!
2moro. 2Dream. 2Love. 2BwifU.

2006-01-28T20:48:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

2006-01-26T19:16:00.000+08:00

yeahs.!! finally CNY coming which means a rather long break frm sch. frm tutorials.!! woot~! =))
and more S 11.!!! =Pp schs gonna end at 12 tmr. nt much difference for me. cos its like a full dae. -.-""

i feel like a slacker. been copyin work this week. din do any hwk ytd. plus. the chem test quiz is omg.!! fail fail fail. n its chem!! sheesh. im so gonna mug todae.
chinese new yr resolution: study hard. do my homeowk. stop slacking.

haven been running for this whole week. n i haf gt road race next week. feelin kinda stress. cos my other team mates are like woooaaahh. kinda afraid tt i cant pace up wif dem. sighs. doctor shouldnt haf gif mi tt stupid mc n i shld haf juz run! iderts. =x
wells. tat asides. shall take wadeva tt comes. =/ shall meet up wif sljryek super soon. i miss dem! wonder wads gg on in their life. hehes. =pp love ya gers.!

OH YARH!! i took out my whole toe nail last nite.!! triple woots.!!! so happie though it hurts when i took out. cos finally nth is bothering me. n i can run w/o feeling any pain on my left foot. HOWEVER. i still gt my right foot. =x
*random* perfect 10 is playin this super lame song now. OMG.!! gtg eat dinner now.

ODAC rawkz. went out for dinner wif dem ytd. =)) woah.. had some interaction wif the J1s plus i did some catching up. *beams* everythings great.

hes nice. hes sweet. =D i love him so.

aiting~! hahas darling.! stupids! wells. thanks for being such a great fren.! n sending me those random yet caring msges. xie le.! lolx. hope u haf a nice CNY.! =))
lejia~! the spastic one who doesnt knoe my blog. i tink.! ahahas. iderts. dun worry so much bout wad happen todae.! im here to jump wif u when ur feelin =x ahahas. LAMO.
sljryek~! babes.! haf a great CNY ahead. enjoy urself kaes! meet up soon.!!!
REG8~! ahahas. my FUN friends. woot. happie eating th0se delicious goodies. but pls remember to drink lots of water too kaes.!! *RANDOM* remember to share ur angbao $$$ wif me. =x take care n cyaz.! u pple paint a smile in my life. =D

2006-01-24T19:53:00.000+08:00

im so glad everything took a turn. i cant describe hw glad i was when everything went back to norm. =)) smiles n laughter. *sunshine*
my throat is gettin frm bad to worst. irritation nvr seem to get awy. dislike it. more during the weekends. needa rush my hwk now. mad life.!

2006-01-23T19:59:00.000+08:00

2 down. 2 to go.
sry if u feel ps'ed cos of me. sheesh. wells. ur words ur comments in ur blog gt mi thinkin. tats it. i nid to study! =)) woaaahhh! im a slacker durin pe todae!

let me put my GP skills into gd use. so here it goes.!
*random*

Paradox statement:
u are suppose to accept pple for hu dey r but yet u want pple to be hu u want dem to be. n most of the time a better person in life.!

2006-01-22T18:42:00.000+08:00

madness. i gt 4 test next week in 2 daes. shit! crazy.
gt exempted frm pe the next whole week. immune system is alil down. -.-"" and road race is comin up. was force to join. hw fun can it get. sheesh

feel like gg back to sec sch for celebration! pple pls tell mi the time the celebration is gonna start. thanks! =)) hehes

wells. my tear glands activated todae. my big toe bled. blood was oozing out like no1s business. it hurts like omg. all thanks to the nail clippr. now the toe nail is 3 quarts off my skin! arrggh. pain. wadeva.
gt to get back to studyin! =)) cyaz.

wish mi lucks.!

2006-01-18T23:01:00.000+08:00

finally. finally i cleared all my tutorials. *beams* but deres mre to come. plus deres 6 chapter to study for physics. n 3 for maths. but trigo is like wth. go n die lar.

wells. i finally can blog online peacefully w/o worryin gg to sch wif undone hwk. =D woot~!
ODAC rawks man. so many pple turn up. like wwwoooaaahhh.. scary. hahas. wells. hope dey had fun. it rained. so training wasnt as tiring as its suppose to be. nevertheless. we climbed a total of 90 steps. ran 1 round outside sch. plus 10 mins of joggin on the track. n tats it for PT.

gt selected to run for road race. -rejected offer- din exactly feel like running. so yeps. no regrets bout it. =)) but sheesh. neither do i want to be down for duty. pls tell mi hw much mre lazy bones do i haf. rejected another offer. the X physical challenge? sth like tt. cos im nt exactly gd at swimming. wells. nvmz.

sux. my toes are giving mi problems again. hurting. sheesh. n it broke even mre. wth. -.-"" running makes it worst. arrrggghh.. but heck. more running tmr! =))
ciaoz! tired le. more tmr.!

2006-01-16T20:58:00.000+08:00

3 str8 lectures still sux! BIG TIME! by the tym the second lecture start my stomach was growling. by the tym e third lecture end i was mentally drain. and all i wanted was unlimited rest n food.!! and i did countdown for all the lessons todae. crazy shit. too bored.! wooaaahh.. i gt piled up work again. oh man.! sianded lei.
finally i gt a short dae tmr.!! woot.! but gt double GP. -.-"" ahh! more tmr.! i go do work le.!
P.S. im getting crazier n lamer each dae. someone pls support mi while i walk. =x
*randomness*
tt plate of chicken rice din satisfy my BIG n HUNGRY stomach.
pe rawks. =)) 19:52. *beams*

2006-01-15T20:23:00.000+08:00

went out wif J1s to tampines todae. played pool. watched movie. so yeps. had fun. nt bad.
wells.
was doing some thinking on the journey dere n back.
that promise. valid 4eva.
-sealed-
random: can ur ex be a veri veri close fren of urs?! as close as ur close gerfrens/guyfrens. or its too rare to be true? comment. (tag mi if ya want)
woaaaahhh. random siaz. =))
hahas. heard some free music frm bugis or sumwhere near dere. thanks.
dun ask mi y but i seem immune this tym round. -.-

2006-01-13T23:21:00.000+08:00

wells. back agn. went for my first odac traning of the year n i had to run like 2.4km. madness. as expected my stamina drop. so yarh. slower by 1min. n tats like freakin alot. -.-"" everyone haf their own expectations.
more tmr. nth much to sae.
if u could understand.
hope everythings gg on well for u. let it be ur family or anithing other things.

2006-01-12T20:48:00.000+08:00

will continue to MIA for the nxt few daes.

schs gettin alil stressful or perhaps im juz stressin myself. either way. n its juz the startin of the year. so wrong. so wrong.
nvr felt so stress b4 a chem test. nvr nvr. i nearly wanted to scream my lungs out. sharks.

yeps. sum tots had been hanging arnd in my head. random. some things are happening unknowingly, unexpectedly. somethings juz nvr seem to be like wad ya want it to be. perhaps all these are called expectations in life. =D
hahas. gonna go back to studyin soon. ciaoz!
havin odac tmr. *beams* i nid to destress badly. o2 jam is currently doin a fantastic job. =))

aiting n lejia~ ahas. thanks for being dere for me juz now. u gers rock my life. *hugs* i love those listening ears of urs. sounds wrong but wadeva. =P
one can never keep giving. one can never keep receiving. woooahhh.. chim-ology.

2006-01-10T13:47:00.000+08:00

gt back to sch ytd. n realise deres LOTS to ctach up. n it seems nvr ending. plus i was NVR gd at maths. okies. i dun exactly love it. sheesh. other den emaths. maths is juz -.-""
wadeva. im nt makin sense. feelin alil stress wif so many things pilin up.

im glad tt lejia and aiting was dere to help me. thanks babes! n some others hu ask hw was i coping. thanks pple.

read chem lecture notes. i feel so relieve cos i finally knoe wads happening. lucky.
met REGULUSEIGHT ytd. oh man! i miss dem sososo much. i miss those fun n lame stuff n crappy nonsense we tok. hahas. MSN rawks. :))
first dae in klass was okies. i tink. other den the chicken rice stall ran out of chicken!!! !@#%^&*(

2006-01-08T10:45:00.000+08:00

its 10 46 am. i shld seriously get dwn to work. dunno wad im doing online.
been thinking bout stuff. things tt i haf to learn to accept. oh wells. tats life. on a lighter note. i cleared my physics hols assignment n read thermal notes. kinad slow but at least i did sth!!!! =x
hahas. *claps* schs gonna start officially tmr. so yeps. gt maths make up tutorial in the morning. guess tats for now. back to work.

2006-01-07T11:27:00.000+08:00

woot! i love makin frens. make 3 new frens frm nyjc while i was at sentosa. met desmond fren dere too.
ytd. another two frm mjc while i was setting up my station.

REGULUS 8 RAWKS!!!! DEY ARE TOTALLY AWESOME!! =)) WWWOOOOAAAHHH.

my voice is sore. but i tink its all worth it. at least reg8 are appreciative of wad we done for dem. hugs!! =))

hahas. =PP everyone was so high during campfire. it rawks man.!! everyone was so happie. like whheee..~!~! so was i.
ermms. nt gonna sae wad else happen. so yeps. thanks for being nice to me. no matter wad. im gonna settle things todae. so yeahs. anw sorrie too. no more "online letters".
u pls dun get into anymore "near" fights. it kinda freaks mi out. chill kaes. dun irritate dem if dey haf gangs. n no ones treating u differently. serious. dun tink too much.
gonna go do some work now. i gt lots on hand. -.-""
gonna start MIA-ing. its rrly tym to study n mug.
IF.... tots floating...... wahahas. =D =x =/ -.-"" =( perhaps i shld. perhaps nt. wooaahhh.. wad am i tinking. nonsense.

2006-01-03T19:42:00.000+08:00

sheesh. forst dae of sch. first dae of orientation. so far so good.
so tired n shag. juz woke up. gonna eat dinner n do chemistry. sianded.
my eyes r closin as im typin so this. so its gonna be a short one.
orientation : mass dance ice breakers height n weight.
gt a guy hu has the same bdae asmi in my grp. quite cool huh. juz tt hes one yr ltr den me. =)) nth much.
everything has been gr8. ytd was nice. =))

2006-01-02T09:12:00.000+08:00

nows my turn to fall alil sick. hahas. jkjk. wells. couldnt stop sneezing this morning.
sheesh. onli plan to wake up at 9 or sth. ended up wakin up at 8?! thanks to sum1. wells. 2nd dae of new year. nt too bad i guess. i dunno. ytd? no comments.
i nid more slp. i nid to do my hwk.

1st on the top 100 list.!!! YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL by james blunt.
wells. i love this song. has it own memories. =))
thanks for the updates. byez.

2006-01-01T05:52:00.000+08:00

HAPPIE NEW YEAR.!!!

hahas. its like 550am now! woah!! n im still awake. total madness.! lolz. hahas. i wonder hows the countdown at the community centre near my hse. sheesh. wells. everyones almost asleep except me n le jia. hahas.

my brains dead. played a few rounds of dai dee juz now. -.-""" my homework is still nt done. crazy. still wonderin hw to catch up my work when im gonna miss out 1 wwek of lectures n tutorials. wells. the new year is startin out well. okies. nt too bad. hope everything will go on fine. =)) time is flyin past real fast..........

reflections

nth much happen in 2005. lots of ups n downs. first part of the year was crazy. had such a hard time being my usual self. it was almost all bout hoe to get over him. sheesh. anw i did it. thanks to all my frens who were dere for me. my pillars of support n encouragement. i love u gers. *muacks* den here comes eoy. wells. things turn out betta. im so glad tt u appear. hahas. pls take gd care of urself. =)) fate shall decide everything between us. hahas.

hope all my darlings will go on well wif their dears n darlings. hahas. gonna so many pple to thank. wells knoe u will be reading this n i hope u know hu u are. thanks for alwaes being my listening ear. thanks for being dere for me. =D guess tats for now. more tmr.! ciaoz!

2005-12-31T14:18:00.000+08:00

b4 i go out ltr. heres my new year resolution of 2006. reflections? ltr. hahas.

start mugging real hard!! ( no mre slacking)
finish all my assignments. =x
be more self motivated. -.-"
spend more time wif sljmryek.
buying less black clothes.
stop hanging out till late nite. ( P.S. perhaps TRY comin hme earlier.? =x)
spend more time with family.
continue laming n doin stupid stuffs.! woot! =Pp
knoe him even better (:

2005-12-31T09:14:00.000+08:00

tired. shag. but yet im awake. couldnt get to slp since 8 plus.
wells. hope hes feelin betta n stuff. gonna do some work b4 i get out. gonna complete maths n chem b4 sch starts. =/
wad an earthly call during such an earthly hour. i literally threw my fone aside n went to slp. sorrie.
if anything happens. i wun go back. nt to square one. nt this tym. im sure. in the past i might n i wld. as a close n gd fren i wld be dere to listen no matter wad. my family wld be dere for u too. but i tink tats it. i guess i had enuff for almost the past few mths. its close to a year. u make me feel so numb n tats hw bad it was.nth u do/say is gonna hold me back this tym. but yeps. i cant deny tt i do wonder y it happens.
a few more hours n its gonna be a new year. the arrival of 2006.! its gonna be a new me. gonna start all afresh again. woot.! =))

2005-12-30T21:00:00.000+08:00

woahh. been out for 11 hours n im finally hme.! my legs r breaking.!
morning. had a "nice" morning call this morn which lasted for hours. wells. went to the airport to send edwin off.! hope he comes back soon. hehes. =))

afternoon. went to tampines mall wif swt n daniel. walk around to look for swt cuzzie bdae prezzie. n i was her model for the dae.! lolx.! after tt we sat at tampines mall starbucks to fix a 500 piece puzzle. hahas. took bout 2 hours. around dere. quite cool though.! =D had fun too. had an afternoon call. hahas. im bz. =/

nite. went dwn to bishan BEST. met galvin at delifrance. he was studyin wif his frens. wooaaahh. met mum dere too. swt accompanied me to look for earphones. saw 1. bout 50 over. sheesh. so ex. =x might get it tmr.!

tml. gg out wif darlings. hahas. tired. dunno wad else to sae. shag. save me. homework still undone. guess im resting early n wake up early tmr to do. =)) nites.!

b4 i forget.! RACHEL I MISS U SO MUCH.! LOVE U.!! *hugs* HOPE UR ALRIGHT.! TAKE GD CARE OF URSELF KAES?!

2005-12-29T12:50:00.000+08:00

wells. i still did nt eat my breakfast and it past noon le. n i still haf yet to eat my lunch. sheesh. i knoe y. hahas. wells. b4 startin to do alittle of maths. im gonna do sth at swts request. =x jkjk. imu.

In no particular order,list down3 people you talk to online,4 people you see at school,2teachers,3 people you love going out withand 3 people in your sms inbox

1. shuyi

2. claresta

3. roy

4. le jia

5. ai ting

6. jolyn

7. galvin

8. Mr PC Lim

9. Mr Aidil

10. swt

11. uu

12. feng

13. jess

14. raymond

15. RYEK

So what do you think of number 4?

hahas. close fren in klass. amusing everyone wif her "poke poke" thing. great ger. fantastic listening ear. =))

How would you feel if number 4 slapped you on your face?

ermms piss?! slap her back?! =x

How nice is number 6?

wells. nt bad. quite nice. very nice. =Pp hehes. she rawks lar. wheres my sushi date babe?

On a scale of 1-10, rate how good looking number 5 is.

wahahas. 8? 9? pretty ger. owaes make guys fall head over heels for her. =Pp ur right one will appear soon. =)) princess of regulus in orientation 2.!! woot.

Will you ever fall for number 11?

wahahahas. yeps.! nice guy n can be rather lame.! =D

Honestly, if number 8 met with an accident, what would you do?

visit him! =)

What sport would you play with number 12?

anything?! shoppin n hangin out wif her wld be the best!

What if number 1 got a boyfriend?

wahahas. interesting. no mre rockstar. =/ jkjk. i wld be happie for her.!! he betta be nice to shuclaramel. =Pp

Do you hate number 9?

nopes.! but i can get real frustrated when he wants me to hand in my PW the next dae when im freakin bz to complete it. all in all. hes great! =))

How much do you like number 2?

lolx.! I LOVE HER!!! owaes so blur n nice to bully. jkjk/

Will 13 and 7 make a good couple?

l0lx.! no way!! shes attached. awwww...

Would 14 one day kill you?

he betta nt!! cos im nt worth him gg to jail.! =Pp but he wld prolly kill me wif his BHB-ness.

Who do you like more? 3 or 10?

woaahh..!! both are my close frens. but i still prefer 10.!! hahas. owaes been dere for me. hehes. sorry roy. but dun worrie u rawks too. wahahas.

Get five people to do this thinghahahaha

1. uu

2. ai ting

3. fiona

4. anyone hus bored.

5. u who are reading this.

2005-12-29T09:29:00.000+08:00

nth to blog. no words to say. dun feel like coming online n i knoe y.
wells. its gonne ba a new yr in 2 daes time?! i wonder wads ahead of me.
here comes another "online letter"..
sorrie to make u find out things u dun want to. perhaps we shld smile n move on. perhaps we shld remain hu n wad we r now. perhaps perhaps perhaps. in fact its us whos gonna make the decision. wells juz remember wad u promise me the other tym. im glad to be ur super duper close fren n vice versa. thanks so much for everything. e daes we spent. e dumb things u said to make mi luff. the unhappiness we had?!?! =x anw its almost a perfect 1 mth or somewhere round dere. woahh. this 1 mth seems so interesting. lookin back, it seems like i been thru so much in a short tym n those memories still remain so beautiful. =)) even IF our small little "story" has to end here, right now or at the next moment we r gonna tok or even ytd, im glad tt i got to knoe u betta. no doubt i did haf interest in u, i did like u. ciaoz~

" I am also the father who comforts u in all ur troubles... 2 Corinthians 1:3-4 When u are brokenhearted, I am close to you.. Psalm 34:18 "

2005-12-27T19:58:00.000+08:00

"Jump"

Jump!
I don't wanna wake up today
Cause everyday's the same
And I've been waiting so long
For things to change
I'm sick of this town
Sick of my job
Sick of my friends 'cause everyone's jaded
Sick of this place,
I wanna break free
I'm so frustrated,
I just wanna Jump! (Jump!)
Don't wanna think about tomorrow (Jump!)
I just don't care tonightI just wanna jump (Jump!)
Don't wanna think about my sorrow
Let's go (Whoa!)
Forget your problems
I just wanna jump
I don't wanna wake up one day
And find out it's too late
To do all the things
I wanna do
So I'm gonna pack up my bags
I'm never coming back'
Cause the years are passing by
And I'm wasting all my ti-ti-time
Sick of this houseSick of being broke
Sick of this town, that's bringing me down
I'm sick of this place,
I wanna break free,
I'm so frustrated,
I just wannaJump! (Jump!)
Don't wanna think about tomorrow (Jump!)
I just don't care tonight,
I just wanna jump (Jump!)
Don't wanna think about my sorrow
Let's go (Whoa!)
Forget your problems
I just wanna jump
I just wanna jump
I can't take it anymore [x4]
Forget tomorrow,
I just wanna jump (Jump!)
Don't wanna think about tomorrow (Jump!)
I just don't care tonight,
I just wanna jump (Jump!)
Don't wanna think about my sorrow
Let's go (Whoa!)
Forget your problems
It's time to let them go (Whoa!)
Forget tomorrow,
I just wanna jump (Jump!)
I just wanna jump (Jump!)
Yeah!I just wanna jump (Jump!)
I just wanna JUMP

2005-12-27T06:53:00.000+08:00

sry. yesh im awake? totally dun feel like gg sch. im literally draggin myself dere. im gonna suffer for 3.5 hours. it betta be sth gd. out after tt. its sch/mac to study.
sheesh. sometimes bloggin do -.-"" now.
back to my old blog for the time being.
sry.
might juz drop by an entry here tonite.

2005-12-27T01:06:00.000+08:00

woah. wells. wldnt sae i nvr expect it. so yeps.
juz had a nice chat wif yc. was walkin up n dwn serangoon. din go hme str8. kinda pour everythin out to her. but onli to receive more stuffs when i reach home. sheesh. too "exciting" a life i haf.
but i wld rather knoe everything?!
its wierd hw the mind thinks. its wierd how pple mind wanders. its simply too wierd.
its even wierder when pple make a statement which in the end can onli be found unexplainable. wells. if u all could gif mi a reason y. i wld be more den happie.
if things were unexplainable. den where does all the assumtions where does all the "confirm like tt" come frm. farnie stuff.
if dere were no such statement. dere wldnt be ani worries. dere wldnt be anithing.
but if dere wont such statement we wont sort things out. we wont knoe wad each other is thinkin n hence nt noe each other betta. n neither will it bring us kinda closer. am i makin ani sense to anione.?
but callin us us might nt be as simple as u tink. its nt bout a yes/no answer nw. its bout the freakin comparison i haf to go thru. can u ever stop tt?! no. it seems unavoidable. n im quite sick of it. i dun even want to mention any. those wierd questions tt i gt shoot at. it seems unnecessary yet needed to be sure of wad im doing. is it strong enuff to call it a commitment.? cos its short term i want no more. furthermore its gonna be different story nxt yr. tats how difficult it is. tell mi the road ahead is gonna be betta. tell mi to stop tinkin hw life is gonna be like.
sheesh. gt to go now. im startin to tok nonsense. gt less den 5 hours of slp. -.-"" kill me.

2005-12-26T09:50:00.000+08:00

being bankrupt in monopoly seems to be my forte. =x had been in the same situation for 2 daes. horrible. lol.

orchard was crowded ytd. hahas. had fun though. fantastic.! my bro is FON n full of lame shit. i tink tt runs in the family. wells. sry i coulnt make it to edwins bdae celebration. sheesh. n hes hardly in sg.

studyin date gt called off. darlin nt feelin well. sheesh. so nw im left studyin at hme. wahahhas. =Pp den dinner out at marche ltr. woot~! but i gt to be hme early tonite cos i gt sch the next dae.! hahas.

thanks for ytd. =D

2005-12-24T23:47:00.000+08:00

dun let tt smile of mine fade awy. can u do it? so be =]

2005-12-24T21:37:00.000+08:00

a rather different xmas eve frm the past yr. last yr at this tym i was at suntec city watchin the lovely fountain + laser display.
wells. this yr aint tt bad either. other den sum1 is rotting at hme n feelin bored. =x i guess. went to change my specs todae n went on a shopping spree wif mom again. hahas. it kinda rawkz. gt brothers xmas gift too. =D bought lotsa stuff todae. everywhere is havin discount. sheesh. so tempting. ahahas.
out tmr. woot. back to orchard agn for the third tym in 3 daes. gonna haf fun lookin at the floats. bring bro around to enjoy himself n look at the lightings. hehes. the rest shant be mention. im juz gonna enjoy myself tmr. hahas.
feelin alil tired. resting early todae. n my room is kinda in a mess. flooded wif stuff. =x sheesh. i rrly nid to study.! =S
gdnites pple.

HAVE A WONDERFUL XMAS.!! MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! =))

2005-12-24T09:30:00.000+08:00

woke up realising tt im all alone at hme and its nt even 9am when i woke up. =x
unsure bout todaes outing. ohwells. its fine. hehes. =Pp

wells. ytd was great.
went out to watch a show ytd. b4 tt was arcade. hahas. enjoyed both. enjoyed the company. saw arvin like twice ytd?! lolx. wells. he was wif his pri sch frens. ahahas. ermms met swt after tt. walk arnd. n i bought my NIKE shirt.! woot~! =)) *beams* walked arnd. laze arnd. waited for edwin to finish work. hehes. had fun. was lamin n tokin nonsense. its either dey luff or gif mi the "pls stop ur lame-ness" face. hahas. but i dun exactly bother. oh yarh.! was playin this soccer thing in this nike shop. wahahahas.

went to ngee ann city n sae this xmas celebration gg on. its a collaboration between lots of churches in sg. wells. i tink its quite cool wif pple dress in armour suit n all the decorations. too bad i din haf a proper camera wif mi. =/ the songs. the vocals. the dance. were fantastic too. i enjoyed.

wells. i saw a bottom tt i want for new year at flesh imp. and its having 25% off storewide.! sheesh. =x ahh!! den the top too. wells. i dun mind nt havin the top. but i want tt skirt.! hahas. wells. i can forget bout the wallet at wallet shop too cos i doubt deres animore. hahas. and CNY bottom is mre impt?! =Pp im pioritising my shoppin items. =x

needa get back to a bigger toys r us to get brothers xmas toy. some duel monster monopoly. hahas. for nw. im gonna rot. no ones awake. nt even the blur one. sheesh. yeahs.! out tmr.! hahas.

swt~ wells im glad everything is okies now. hahas. glad to see u happily luffin at the end of the day. =D hahas. wells. lets get back to flesh imp soon. n ermms sorrie to make u send so much sms for mondaes lunch to dinner. tui bu qi.! hahas. haf a great dae ahead! love u!

wellwell. thanks for nt complaining while waiting. (at least nt verbally) i tink ur legs "broke" after ytd.! hahas. sorry but gd training. =x l0lx. im nt gonna type animore cos i knoe its gonna be never ending. (:

2005-12-23T09:16:00.000+08:00

simply dun understand y i cant wake up late. =x
wells. im up to rant. anw gonna go out ltr. =))
okies. fine. i decided nt to rant here. but wells. ahhhhh!!!!!
too good wif words makes it even harder for me. ssssshhhhheesssshhh.
i hope i settle this b4 ermms 1 30?! if nt i wld be thinkin how to reply plus hw to break the news plus i dunno wad w/o hurting anione agn.
but i cant exactly be nice to everybody. OMG.!

2005-12-22T20:20:00.000+08:00

wells. went to sch for some ogl thing todae. hahas
met dear after tt to makn n study. hahas. =)) had fun tokin n stuff. lolx. out tml and almost everydae after tt. -.-"" like OMG. i wan to study. hahas.
oh yarh. some guy came to us to promote some vapoursin thing. stupids.! its sth like perfume but nt and it last for like 12 hours.!?!? =x sheesh.
guess tats for todae. more tmr.! hahas.

dear~ thanks for the belated prezzie! love it to bits.! hahas. =)) and dun worry! love ya! cyaz soon kaes. shall haf out sushi lunch soon. hahas. take care. xie le.!

raymond~ heys. thanks so much this past few daes.! =)) ngee ann pple are nice. lolx. =x im feelin so much betta.

din knoe i gt u so worried n stuff. sorrie. wells. im nt sure whether it was suppose to be nice of u to be kinda protective. though it was in a gd sense. but sometimes its more den u shld. =x anw. its all appreciated.

some pple betta be nice tmr. =x

2005-12-21T09:48:00.000+08:00

im back feelin glad n all.
had barely 7 hours of slp. sheesh. =x so crappy. gonna complete at least 6 pages of maths todae. which is like nt possible?!?! madness. -.-"" gonna start in the afternoon. morning slack n rest. tsktsk.

back to my hols.
lots of exciting things happen. did lots of things for the first time.
first time :
snokellin
takin hot air balloon
takin helicopter
sea walker
throwing a boomerang
takin a semi submarine
wakin up at 3am(aussie tym) for 2 consecutive daes
walkin arnd feelin deres nth to buy
EATING ICE CREAM FOR 4 CONSECUTIVE DAYS!! min: 1per dae
cant find ani chicken chop
no donut king
no hot chocolate
takin "chompy" cruises

i guess tats it. cant recall anithing more.

wells. we tried the hot air balloon twice. (tats y i woke up at 3am on 2 daes)
the first time we din manage to "fly" cos the wind was far too strong (5 knots) for take off plus the landing wld be veri rough on such weather n we wld be hoppin arnd in the basket. =x sheesh. they wet our appetite by preparing the hot air ballloon n definetly the disappointment was greater.
wells. we tried our luck the second dae. im so glad we manage to get into the hot air balloon. got bout 4000 feet high. like woooaaahhh. everything looks so puny at the bottom. =/ fun!! the landing was nice too. help to pack the hot air balloon after tt too.
P.S. A hot ar balloon weighs 400kg?!?!? no kiddin man.

more tml.

next tym i get back to cairns agn. its gonna be :
water rafting
diving
bungy (maybe)

2005-12-20T22:16:00.000+08:00

wells the 4th tym im ranting todae. i broke my record like woahhhh!!! wells. forget it. i tink heres the best place to "tok" to u. n heres the best place to get every single thing off me.
reply to ur long entry.
wells. i did read it. its nt tt i did nt consider ur feelings at all. its nt true. wells. sometimes u arent receiving the "msg" i want it to be. wells. it alwaes take 2 hands to clap. yesh im nt happie. yesh i knoe tt u tried makin mi happie. thanks. and i knoe tt mi rejectin ur offer to go out makes u feel lousy. but i aint tt happie either.! sheesh. sorry i messed up ur life.! sorry i make u feel like crap.! sorry that i appear n complicate ur life.! sorry i screwed it up! sorry its nt smooth sailing cos juz a small alil me. sorry. sorry if things arent gg ur way. its nt tt i dun wanna meet u and stuff. its nt tt i dun wan to watch the show wif you. nonononono. its juz tt wld u want to go out wif sumone whom wun be exactly herself n u will get upset urself. so haf i ever considered ur feelings. haf u tot hw i felt when i feel tt he is like showin mi concern den u did. haf u tot bout the struggles i haf in me. tryin to stop all the msges and yet nt hurt every single body at the same time. cos i had enuff. all the comparisons i had to go thru but nt wantin to let ya knoe cos i knoe sumhow its gonna make u feel lousy. somethings i kept frm u cos i din wan u to feel bad. tols ya somethings cos i din wan u to feel lousy if u knoe it gradually. in me it feels bad. and i dun like kipin stuff frm u. i dunno. im nt sure how mani more pple i haf to hurt. i knoe its hurting freaking bad for everyone. i wldnt sae its ur fault for all these to happen. if this is where we are stoppin. if this is when u will be lettin go. let mi knoe. can u tell mi wad wld be the best thing i can do so tt i wun hurt tt much for u?
all i ask is for mi to be alone for some time. is tt too much to ask for or too long for ya to wait. wadeva.

freak. i hate bgr. cos tt wld be the onli tym i feel like breakin dwn. freak. i shld nvr haf gave in. wadeva. din expect myself to feel this way. ahh wadeva. wad a life.

thanks for being dere even u aint sure wads happenin. u haf alwaes been my gd listening ear. i appreciate tt. thanks for all the concern.

guide me the way. gif mi the strength to forget all my troubles n settle down to work.

awy frm the internet for awhile. will find my another way of ranting.
yesh. imfeelindown. gonnagohaffunwiftheblackbox.

2005-12-20T19:39:00.000+08:00

wells. previous previous entry deleted. since he read it le. so yeps. here comes another.

hmms sorrie boy. i dunno. but after ytd i juz din feel like meetin you tmr.?! cos i knoe even if part of me wants to meet u so much. i wun exactly be myself. i might nt exactly be happie. goodness knows why. so yeps. and its nt tt i dun wanna meet u any sooner. hmms i kinda nid some time alone even if u dun nid. which im sure u nid it too. i promise i will go out wif ya somewhere near xmas. sorrie. but still i wld be gg out tmr like u needa go out ltr. prolly alone prolly gettin a fren. god knoes. prolly rottin at hme too. wells. sorrie if i make u feel lousy agn.! sorrie.! sorrie! im sososososoosososo sorry.
soon i promise.

to another u who wldnt be reading this. sorrie i din reply any of ur sms todae. juz din feel like?! sorrie if im nt handling this the right way. so sorrie. sorrie if u r feelin worried for me like u alwaes did. still very sorrie. tui bu qi.

and the 2nd another you hu wldnt be reading this. sorry i din reply ur last sms too. i dunno wads gt into me. but yeps. sorrie. i hope i wldnt hurt another one by rejecting ur movie offer too. cos it sux hurtin pple.

WELLS A THOUSAND SORRIES TO YA PPLE!!!! ESP YOU.
you knoe hu u r. you who meant so much.

and tt coconut. like wad my mom said. which i totally agree. my role towards ya will officially n finally end this thursdae. once the decision for ur life is make. i can onli hope n pray the best for ya. deres a limit to wad i can do. but we will alwaes be dere for u. u aint alone. we(my family) care for u. take care.

2005-12-20T15:01:00.000+08:00

feelin ail betta but still the thing is still hoggin me. thanks babe for being dere to listen to me. love ya so much!
takin a nap help alil. but i woke up in less den 2 hours onli to be brought back to those stuff agn. sianded.
the ulcer im havin aint helpin me to feel ani betta too. sheesh. decided to gif lunch a miss todae too. too lazy n dun feel like eating.
juz realise i gt to go back to sch on thursdae.
get mi off stuff n start doin my work. thanks.
wells. tats for now.

ishldnvrhafdecidedtoopenmydoorsngifintoloveagain.
butifidiniwldforgethwitfelt.
partnparceloflife.godwillbringmithruthis.ibelieve.
theoptimisticmeisgonnabebacknow.
nthistoodifficulttoovercomeevenlove.

2005-12-19T22:43:00.000+08:00

wells. im back frm cairns. lots of first time experiece dere. more tml. tonite will be a short post.
it seems like todaes nt a exactly veri gd dae?! at lesat i felt tt pple who r close to my heart aint feelin gd?! wells. guess tats life. hope dey are handlin it well.

yeps. the trip was fun. it was hot. it rawks. but problems were created frm dere n its brought back to where i am. it feels like everything is pourin in at the same tym. but im handlin it well. so no probs. if i want. i can juz forget bout everthing. i guess.

i wonder why sometimes hardwork will nvr pay off for some pple. lifes aint fair. im sure u haf ur own qualities. i guess its juz the techinque of studyin. it worries me to hear u feelin like this. but im glad u told me wads happenin. as usual we never hide stuff. im prayin everythings gonna be fine for ya n u will make the right choice. u haf no tym to waste. cheer up n cont smiling! ur nt useless. rrly. deres so mani pple out dere hu care n loves u. so yeps.!! smile!! take lots of care.!

and u. im nt sure wad u r tinking. but im sure it has to do wif mi?! at least more or less. wells. i hope u will open up to mi slowly. hmms its nt a command or demand or want. perhaps its juz a wish. let it be a chance to knoe each other betta. so yeps. if deres anithing. im alwaes here. can alwaes be ur listening ear. dun kip anithing to urself even if it has gt to do wif me. perhaps. u can untangle those knots in u n stop guessin by askin me?! im sure im fine wif it. if its bout frens. im more den happie to hear ur problems. so yeps. cheer up.! n cont smiling!

2005-12-15T19:35:00.000+08:00

i love blogger.! a place for mi to rant when im unhappy or when im bored. (:
so yeps. still gt 1 more hour b4 i board the plane n im rotting here usin free internet access. cheapo. =x

odacians must be enjoyin themselves at mount k. now. hope dey all make it to the summit. n everything is going on well for dem. i miss those peeps. ODAC RAWKS.! (: ehhs haf a safe trip back too.!!

3rd entry for the dae. wad shld i sae? sheesh. im nt sure too. other den i will reach cairns at 2am sg tym n dere will be at least 2 hours of time difference. gonna chiong movies on the plane ltr. hahas. hope deres tv. takin this australian airline. cos currently this is the onli airline tt goes to cairns directly. if nt we haf to wait for transit. n tt sux. when u haf to wake up in th middle of the morning juz to switch planes. -.-""

wells. was on the fone juz now. nt long ago. hope u are enjoyin the 3 hour long show now.

ermms somethings are left unsaid. or im the one hu dun wanna bring it up cos its simply wierd. but im juz gonna leave sg feelin woot~! cos tats me.! hahas.

freak the ang mo guy beside my brother. *perimeters of vulgarities shooting at you*

2005-12-15T12:08:00.000+08:00

random

i still enjoy all the talks we have. i nvr haf to tink of wad to sae. wad to reply. it feels so free. its amazing hw i nvr fail to read ur mind n it shocks u. n vice versa. im so glad i still haf u as my close fren. n ur still still sharing ur problems n stuff wif me.
thanking god for everything. =))
praying tt ur family wld once be fine.
keep smiling.

P.S. a random entry.

i miss my gers. i gt so much to say. im glad poly hols is starting. lets meet up real soon. i still love hangin arnd wif my them. SLJMRYEK rawks my life. cant wait for xmas gatherin wif ya pple.!

2005-12-15T10:08:00.000+08:00

leaving sg in the evening. woot~! gonna chiong movies on the plane den slp. will reach dere bout 5am the next morn. =)) hehes. last trip for the yr so gonna enjoy.
gonna chiong my hwk when im back. its decided. hahas. been enjoyin n slackin too much. so yeps. =Pp wells. nth happen ytd. was "rotting" at hme. helped mom to clear her mountain of clothes. den pack my bag in the night. hope i din leave anithing out. =x

my bill is gonna xplode super badly. real badly. so pple. pls call me if deres anithing. i gt FREE incoming. so call for all u want. P.S. onli call after the 19th. =x for now, continue to explode my sms. thanks.
i wonder hows my bill gonna be like. hahas.

i wonder wads wif the sudden increase in pple viewin my friendster. other den i crash some of my friends friendster ytd. -.- wadeva.
sudden tot of gg down to orchard to get bro my prezzie

thanks for ur concern. askin mi to rest n if i was okies n tt i shld nt be doing so much stuff since i wasnt feelin well earlier tt day. thanks for ur understanding too. gr8ly appreciated. =)) wells. i knoe u wun be reading this. but still xie le.!

ehhs u. all the best this sundae!! hahas. enjoy the game n haf fun. jia you ba.! everythings gonna be fine. =D happie gaming too. hahas. take care of urself. cyaz soon. n stop crackin my personal message. =/ shhessh. n neither do i want ur bill to xplode. so dun msg too much kaes.

sinrtsoihtght
dflahfuueieosneksrnleiosstation

2005-12-14T09:45:00.000+08:00

yesh. im bloggin agn. the second tym the whole dae. im bored.
sheesh. im awake now. wif a little pain still in my head. =x and im awake at 9 plus when i onli manage to slp at 4 in the morn. gosh. =x
brother is hoggin on the fone wif his frens. hes stayin hme todae. sheesh.
i nid more rest todae. so home todae. =Pp lol.

was out 2hours after i reach hme ytd. so yeps.
went out wif my 2 darlings for dinner. =)) manhattan at plaza singapura. its sth like fish n co. food is nice! yummy. =D thanks for the treat darling. hahas. enjoyed myself wif the both of dem. cyaz peeps soon esp. u.

wells. i settled sth ytd. one load off me. im glad. tsktsk. was glad tt u understand. rrly. sorrie if i make u felt tt way. din mean it. but still gd frens, ya.

gd luck for ur competion ltr. haf fun n chill kaes. yeps. the road ahead is long. we will see how things go n if things work out. for now, juz follow the flow n enjoy the moment. hahas. at least i was frank to u on msn ytd. *beams*
ytdcameallsonaturally.

2005-12-14T03:08:00.000+08:00

ahh! shessh. its 3 08 in the morn now. i shld be slpin. =x
sheesh. woke up wif this throbbing headache tt i had i tot in my dreams. but no!! its reality. FREAK!! its hurtin like shit now. surrenderED to panadol. sheesh.. AHHHHHHHH!!
plus. i juz receive a msg tt im suppose to be in sch at 10am in the atrium tml.? like wt*. im so nt goin. this headache is killin me n i haf to pack for tmls overseas trip plus iron clothes. sorrie babes n dudes. nt at this moment.
ahhh. sux!!!! hope this pain will go awy.
guess that sum1 is slpin now. shant disturb.
arrrrrrrrggggggggggghhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! this pain sux big time.!!!!!!!! *bites*
this still feels like crap after i blog. wad shld i do now? =x

2005-12-13T16:00:00.000+08:00

wells. din expect to reach singapore tt early todae.
had my fair share of fun n shoppin. but i had my "rough" time dere too. oh wells. did lots of thinkin both on the way dere n comin back.
wells. i hope all the thinkin are worth it. sheesh.
those conversations during meals kinda rawkz n sux at the same tym. shant elaborate why. i make my stand and im glad.

its wierd. i was quite firm in doin sth while i was on the way back n dere. but sumhow i lost it. sheesh. this feels like crap. n i will be gone on the 15th again. zzzzzzzzz.... n i dun wish to settle it after i come back. wth.
*perimeters full of vulgarities* someone pls tell me wad im thinkin. freak shit.
anw gt a xmas invitation. hope swt is gg though. so i wun feel left out. =D

comparison seriously sux big time. n i dun do tt. nt to dem. i hope u all wun do it behind my back too. thanks. sheesh. everyone is freakin different so yeps. like u sae. its my choice. so yups. im expecting hell of a tym ahead.

raymond~ sorry boy cant make it todae. another dae kaes? cyaz n take lots of care. =))

P.S. sth is wrong wif my typin tgt. okies. at least i gt it off me. ranting more ltr.

2005-12-11T08:28:00.000+08:00

im bloggin b4 i leave for malacca. gonna be a short entry.
ytd was gr8 went shoppin wif mom at raffles city n she was late n i had to kinda like stone dere alone. =x

oh wells. bought quite abit of stuff. more shoppin comin up. woot.
hahas. hmms darling called this morn. woot! hahas. so nice hur. juz b4 i leave. oh wells. happie tokin to ya. l0lx.
haf enuff rest n cyaz when im back.! hahas. thanks for alwaes being so sweet. love ya to bits. =)) hahas. im nicer den u. =Pp

hahas. tok to another darling last nite. hahas. ermms did lots of catchin up.! hahas. thanks for tt testimonial hur.
yeps. will meet ya when im back too. lets go do some shoppin n haf some gd food. hehes. shall do more catchin up when im back. n pls dun torture my darling wif lots of quens kaes. hahas. love ya.! cyaz soon.!

lifes gettin even more beautiful becos of all my frens. =))

2005-12-10T08:50:00.000+08:00

ytd was fabulous. i studied for physics.?! like woooaahh.
i had fun. my fair share of laughter AND luv the company i had. hahas. *beams*
somehow life seems even better now. =))

oh wells. gonna go study alittle more ltr. shant rot todae. =D
sumhow i gt a little more motivated to study. raffles city im gonna go in the evening. dinner out which means better food n having to think of wad to eat. =x

gonna go ESPRIT to buy my demin skirt ltr. woot.~! 20% + 10% off for esprit cardholders till tml. i love my mom. hehes.
told her the skirt was ex. but she sae its better den nt havin it. NICE LOGIC.! =Pp

gonna go malacca tml n be back on mon. den off to cairns on thursdae. tsktsk. woot.~! FUN FUN FUN.!

P.S. L.I.N.F.O.S. (u haf to agree. wif me life rawks. hahas.)
iadorehim?! -----> imquitesureiadorehim.
commitmentsltronkaes?!
butstillichoosetorespecturchoice.ehhschimology?! =x
blurifiedlemahz? figureouturself.thanks.

2005-12-09T10:28:00.000+08:00

im bored. changed my blogskin. =))
since blue rawks. blue it shall be. *beams*

lesson learnt. neber to slp in the afternoon no matter hw tired i am. it onli gets my mind gg. workin. =x bad. had a prob. slpin last nite. -.-""
my lifes takin a turn now. likeee woooaaahhh. hahas. chim-ology. oh wells. brother is still camping at hme wif me. hes recovering n gonna go for some pyjamas party tonite. sounds cool huh. tsktsk. my family leaving sg on sundae. woot.~! awy frm all my books. gonna start doin some hwk todae though. lolx.

cant wait to meet darlin on the 13th. woot.
gers!! CHOMPCHOMP?? hahas. lets haf a FULL gathering. =/
meeting some blur fellow ltr. =x lets ASSUME ya will be reading this. zzzz. anw stop tinking bout stuffs. it kills the brain cells.
shuclara. i miss ya babes. esp mrs owen cos i hardle get to meet ya.

Anastasia - A new beginning.

2005-12-08T12:38:00.000+08:00

*yawn* im nt use to wakin up so early since holidaes started. as usual. when back sch for meetings. meetings and more meetings. =x oh wells. onli a handful turn up todae. =x

did some catchin up wif my dear shuyi juz now. hahas. updates... hope we get to meet each other in malacca. =)) tsktsk. swt seventeen had been gr8. nice. wonderful. woot~! hope things will go well this yr.

ahh!! im still nt doin my hwk. i lost my drive. =/ sumone pretty please get me gg. all i can tink of is overseas. haf fun. slack. pool. movie n SENTOSA. arrgghh.. wad bout extending my holidae?!
bros still campin at hme till tml. one of his P5 fren came over and dey are playin maple now?! n silly little mi is staring str8 at my com wif some tots floating in my mind.

acting ignorant is neber my forte. but i shall try this tym. being open bout sum stuff has alwaes been me. so yeps. im nt makin sense to anione other den myself.

stupid DARLING.! hahas. i knoe u will be reading this. yeps. thanks for the belated bdae entry on ur blog. read it. hahas. happie workin at the merry go round thingy this 2 daes kaes.! hahas. i miss ya so much. yeps. unlike poles attract. and tats u and mi. guess we had our fair share of ups n down in our frenship n its catching up tym. cyaz when im back frm malacca. *muackz* =))

2005-12-07T09:48:00.000+08:00

brother runnin a high fever. i will be campin at hme to look after him. tsktsk. =)) my precious brother. somehow him lookin like tt worries me.

somehow my life rawks now other den some other stuff. hahas.
oh wells. received a bdae puzzle prezzie ytd.! woot~! so nice. hahas. thank you pple. hehes. =Pp errmms thanks so much for accompanying mi n my knowledge expanded agn. thankies. *beams* all the care n concern u showered on me. thank you. =)) appreciate it.

sry i cldnt make it. im sry if i make u felt tt way. sry. juz enjoy urself todae.

to give more? i dun mind but im afraid. sigh... signals. right/wrong/mixed. hints. confusing. frens. yesh.

more tonite. bro wanna watch naruto using my com le. =x ciaoz.

2005-12-05T09:33:00.000+08:00

forget to mention that i went hayatt to haf afternnon tea wif mom on 031205. felt like a "tai-tai". oh wells. all the delicious food n the pple dere were like makin sure u were feelin comfortable. i wanted tea and i had to go to the counter n select. -.-'' when i reach the counter i practically stare at all the name of the tea. dey seem so ailen to me. n i din knoe wad to choose. so i asked mum to choose for me. i ended up drinkin Earl grey while mom had sth malt. den dere were early breakfast. peppermint. and some other farnie names.

went out wif swt in the evening. i had to go out. wasnt use to stayin hme on my bdae. so yeps. kinda went on a shoppin trip. bought a cap tt i alwaes wanted. n a new top for new year. =x upcomin wld be a skirt frm flesh imp. tsktsk. =Pp had fun wif her. went to vist edwin at CK TANG too.

gonna go out soon. meetin my frens at tamp mrt at 1130. wahahas. seoul garden. den wld prolly drop by chalet for a while. brother is having a fever. hope hes fine. dad n him juz came back frm some part of malaysia. -.-""

this is wad i gt frm dem. and im loving it.
$40 ESPRIT voucher.
so cute doggie.
lots of famous amos cookies in a box.
winnie the pooh pop up sticker. =))

brother gaf mi some pencil holder wif all the stationary inside n a band. *muacks* i love him.

part 2 greetings.
yeeleng
arvin
lee chen
eric
sook fun
shaun
wei choon
brother
kuen yeow
ai ting
calvin
wan ting
jessie
kimberly

2005-12-04T18:11:00.000+08:00

the gers came over n i had fun. i had another unique bdae cake. tsktsk. =))
watched the perfect man. nice show. happie ending. hahas.
received lots of nice nice prezzie. *beams* - BIG SMILES- hehes.
but i juz feel like gettin out of hse now.
greats if another attracted ya. lucks to ya. dere wasnt a nid to tell mi. thanks. dere wasnt a nid to ask so much. thanks.
get mi to the arcade to the movies. now?

I LOVE MY GERS.!! DEY ROCK MY LIFE.!

2005-12-04T10:24:00.000+08:00

woot~ im such a happie ger. ytd todae n more to come.! woo lalala.!! =pP
outing wif my darlings was great. though it was a rather short one wif sy. hehes. lets go out somedae agn. this tym muz dinner out wif us.! tsktsk. =Pp

oh wells. i haf to admit i had the most unique and unusual bdae cake in my entire life. n i still love it. hehes. shall host the picture another tym =)) did some catchin up. walkin around. luffin like mad. teasin one another n havin fun. hahas. u gers rawk my life. hahas. =))
had dinner wif my dear claresta. hehes. den started walkin arnd. n she keeps complaining her legs are aching. hahas. =/

msges kept streaming in. i thank god for all my frens. and thank you for remembering my bdae.!!

went out on a shoppin spree for TY toys wif my mom ytd too. hahas. bought lots of cutie stuff. n i bought her this PINKY PIG stuff toy frm TY cos she loves it to bits. shes juz like one small kid huh. always young at heart. next stop charles n keith slippers wif her. bleahz. =D

THANKS FOR ALL THOSE WISHES...
somehow in order...
[ b4 12 ]
john
shu yi
claresta
[ after 12 ]
andy
raymond
shaz
si yuan
le jia
roy
jing ting
jin feng
jian wen
valerie
ming hui
arvin
rebecca
uu
simaa
jin hao
yu chern
yong yi
felix
n counting.....
thanks pple. love ya n HUGS!

2005-12-04T04:49:00.000+08:00

a sudden tot came to me.
it feels like im drifting frm my once ya to be very close frens.
izzit the holidaes. or izzit us?
sometimes it feels so tough juz to tok to dem agn.
things doesnt seem nor feel the same.
sth is lackin. sth is impt.
it seems like u will nvr understand dem animore..

wanderin wad i shld do.
i dislike distances. i dislike gaps. lets shorten it.