Sunday, July 31, 2005
wad a week.. juz haf the sudden urge to blog. somehow i felt like i nid to get somethings off my chest. something is weighing mi down. but tt something is unknown to mi. i wonder wad izzit. tt something. tt unknown thing. is makin mi feel rather down inside. i dunno. i wonder wads happening.
i slept for more den half a day ytd.! yesh more den 12 hours.!!! omg.
if i look on the bright side, i cleared my slp debts. im feelin more hyper.
if i look on the the other side. i wasted almost a day.!!!! -.-"
oh wells. at least i did my hwk.
todae..
i spent a few hours reading the half blood prince. its addictive.!! hahas. haven done ani revision yet. gonna start studyin once im done wif this post. =))
i nid to get my mind off things.. but off wad things.?!?! im nt sure.
( u guys can dun read the following. )
as i lift up my head n look at the calender. i realised its 31st july 2005.! does it ring a bell to anione?!?! perhaps it onli ring a bell to mi. lookin at wad i wrote on the calendar somehow i feel wierd. an indescribable feelin. a feelin tt i dun even understand. i feel "heavy" inside. perhaps its the date. the date which meant alot to mi in the past. now?! im nt sure. im walkin out of tt shadow. walkin out of tt world tt brought mi so much sadness yet countless sweet n happie memories. unerasable memories.
somehow i wasnt angry bout wad ya commented bout the one year thing cos i knoe it was out of anger. but being able to say tt i knoe it was over. i was sure it was over. n i wun want to go back.
im fine. in fact i deleted one whole paragraph after i type it out cos i feel so much betta n felt tt it was quite duh.. its juz one of those days.! if u all were readin the above portion. thank you for readin my "complaints" i knoe its been freakin long le. y cant u juz appear n let mi skip this whole process.
beautifully loved`- at 5:46 p.m.
