Friday, September 30, 2005
was muggin frm morning till nite in sch ytd.
went back to sch for chem and GP consultation todae. stayed back and studied chem till bout 2 plus. after tt. jolyn n john came over to my hse. watched PRIDE.! halu rox!! =D
feelin rather tired nw. my mind aint workin.
sianded. settlin klass chalet thing now.
hahas.
finding the best way out. cont movin on. leadin the life i shld be. being the mel i shld be.
some pple. are bz findin their the other half. hopin tt he/she wld appear. others are carryin a torch for the one tt they like. other prefer to haf eye candys. but... loves nt everything rite?! its true tt love adds "colour" and "favour" into ones life. but izzit rrly tt impt?!
im glad n happie wif the love tt god has alwaes shower upon me. =)) hes the one who is alwaes dere for mi. carryin me thru the darkest storm. givin mi strength n encouragement. walkin by my side durin the happiest time of my life. thank you. =D
beautifully loved`- at 9:30 p.m.
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
blogger is alittle screwed now. lolx. =/
juz reached hme. was out the whole dae wif mi bro at orchard. hehes.
brought him to watch the myth at cineleisure.
-flashbacks- agn. sick. my mind was "occupied" the whole time dere.
back to the show. its interesting. hahas. but it WILL NEVER happen in real life. NEVER EVER. but i tink the cave behind the waterfall is quite cool.!! hehes. =))
after the show. we headed to heeren. b4 tt saw his fren junjie near Kbox. den saw his gd fren yong kang n co. ( nelson etccc.... ) gg to cineleisure. their hair is like wwooaaahhh.. hahas. RED.! i wld sae its rather cool. hehes. unique. =D oh wells. dey din see me. so i din bother. we were walkin quite far awy frm each other ya see.
hahas. took neo print wif bro at heeren. wad an experience. its quite screwed but fun. hahas.!
next stop. PLAZA SINGAPURA.!! hahas. went dere to play arcade. stayed dere for awhile. walk around den went back home.
before comin home. we went to the pasa malam near our hse. walked the whole thing. bought lots of stuff too. todae was fun!! other den flashbacks. which were rather zzz.. guess i shld nt step foot into dere for the tym being.
gonna go back to my books now. gg back sch for physics consultation tml.! hahas. -stone-
beautifully loved`- at 8:43 p.m.
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
study leave officially starts frm nw.! hahas. rrly hope tt i make full use of it n nt waste anymore time. its the last lap le. im prayin tt nth will happen frm nw till 11 october. peace~
stayed back in sch till bout 7pm for physics todae. hehes. =)) rushed hme to watch PRIDE.! oh man. my addiction. hahas. i cant stop watchin it. i wonder wads gonna happen next. hahas.
havin consultation in sch on fridae and thursdae. sianded. tats like 1 week gone. hope im able to learn sth frm it. =D
back to muggin.! hehes.
i love shu yi n claresta.! hahas. its been long since the 3 of us manage to get together n tok. n i thank god for wad happen todae.! thanks for bringing us tgt once more.! =))
beautifully loved`- at 8:48 p.m.
Monday, September 26, 2005
juz finish bathing. hehes. gonna go study physics soon. n den bed time. gosh. was feelin so tired in sch todae. havin a slight headache now. i miss my slp.! hahas. oh wells. schs boring todae. shld haf juz skip it n juz go for the time trail. todaes a waste of time.!! horrible.! -.-""
lolx. i decided to be a nice sister n bring my bro for a show on wednesdae.! btw. its the first dae of my study leave. hehes. =D aniwae it was my bro hu hinted to me tt he wanna watch.. cos he was like. jie haf u watched shen hua?! hahas. i can simply read his mind. aniwae i gt a free ticket tt i haf to use up by 290905. so might as well. yi ju liang de. hehes.
im too lazy to type the persons name out. but i knoe u will be reading this. and im sure u knoe hu u are. so here it goes....
hhaas. juz wanna thank you agn for being my listening ear. thanks for keepin mi accompany thru the nite by smsing. xie xie le.! hahas. i alwaes feel better after tellin u all my troubles. i wonder why. hahas. thanks for all the reminders n advice too. i rrly appreciate it alot. =)) its great havin u as a fren n knowin tt i can alwaes rely on u when sth happens. thanks man. hahas. if deres a dae when u r feelin stress up or feelin dwn. can alwaes tok to mi kaes?! cos its nt fair if im alwaes the one tellin u all my troubles.!!!! hahas. =D guess tats all for now i hafta study le.! hahas. ciaosz! gd nite pple.!
all the best for physics time trial tml.! =)) jia you pple.!
beautifully loved`- at 8:50 p.m.
Sunday, September 25, 2005
i knoe this is the second post of the dae.
but i cant help but to blog.
cos sth is freakin bothering me...
and i knoe wad exactly it is
~!@#$%^&*()
but i choose to ignore. aaarrrgghh.. aaaahhhhh...
*slap* *bang* *bites* nt at this tym. nt near promos.
MEL PLS DUN FALL FOR IT AGAIN.!! NT FOR THE FOURTH TYM IN A YR.! *bang wall* y cant i learn frm my past 3 lessons.
im on the verge of giving in.
this cant be the way. this cant be true. oh man.!! get out. get out of my mind. PEACE~ PEACE! PEACE~!
its tym to calm down.
i muz learn to get over this ASAP.! -.-""
beautifully loved`- at 9:35 p.m.
had been editing my friendster profile. was tryin to add this video clip. hehes. n im gonna add it to my blog. =D *beams* studied physics todae. gonna start on chem real soon. hahas. at least study arenes and halogenoalkanes. =Pp
went to my dad's god father's grandson 1 yr old bdae. hahas. hope i din get the r/s wrong. oh wells.
-sigh-
expected it wld all turn out like this.
someone pls ask mi out to study?! swt? jess? jf? u? arrgh. simply cant concentrate at home. its too distracting. zzzz.. thanks. =D
beautifully loved`- at 4:16 p.m.
Saturday, September 24, 2005
okies. i dunno y the sudden urge to change my blogskin.
and its BLACK AND WHITE.! for the first time.
i guess everyones thinking changes as dey grow up huh. including me.
but somethings simply remain the same.
my minds nt in the right state nw.
sth is bothering me.
but im unsure wad izzit.
perhaps i knoe exactly wad izzzit.
but im juz escaping.
escaping frm reality.
beautifully loved`- at 9:00 p.m.
was muggin in sch till bout 9 ytd.hahas. suppose to be studyin now. but i juz watch finish alot like love. hehes. nice show. =)) nice songs too. =Dgonna start muggin soon.. zzzz..the following is nt gonna make ani sense to ya. but i dun care as long as it makes sense to me. hehes.tots filled my mind.but i choose to ignore it. cos.. i found sth more impt to do.shall juz follow the flow.im juz glad for wadever tt happen tt dae. =))fate.destiny.miracle. im leaving all to it... never failed to make mi smile. i cant deny the fact.shock i was. glad i am. encore i dun mind. thanks.all e best to the new one. *cheers*
brighter than the sunshine
I never understood beforeI never knew what love was for My heart was broke, my head was sore What a feeling
Tied up in ancient history I didnt believe in destiny I look up you're standing next to me What a feeling
What a feeling in my soul Love burns brighter than sunshine Brighter than sunshine Let the rain fall, i don't care I'm yours and suddenly you're mine Suddenly you're mine and it's brighter than sunshine
I never saw it happening I'd given up and given in I just couldn't take the hurt again What a feeling
I didn't have the strength to fight suddenly you seemed so right Me and you What a feeling
What a feeling in my soul Love burns brighter than sunshine It's brighter than sunshine Let the rain fall, I don't care I'm yours and suddenly you're mine Suddenly you're mine
It's brighter than the sun It's brighter than the sun It's brighter than the sun, sun, shine.
Love will remain a mystery But give me your hand and you will see Your heart is keeping time with me
What a feeling in my soul Love burns brighter than sunshine It's brighter than sunshine Let the rain fall, I don't care I'm yours and suddenly you're mine Suddenly you're mine
I got a feeling in my soul
beautifully loved`- at 1:45 p.m.
Thursday, September 22, 2005
"sick" y suddenly tok to me. tot we were suppose to be havin cold war. tot dere shldnt be animore communication. crap.on the same hand. thanks for not being strangers wif me.
beautifully loved`- at 10:17 p.m.
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
im feelin so much betta now. feelin charge up.!!hehes. but.... i gt eye bags.!!! oh man.!!! so ugly. =xlolx. oh wells.gt back physics test todae... n... i pass.!! hehes. but nt wad i expected. gt lots of careless mistake.but still its okies. im gonna study harder. tats all.. promos here i come.!! =PpPchem klass test was okies too. to think tt i onli studied on tt dae itself. ( my summarise notes) hehes. i pass though. but im confused.. is tt test taken into consideration?!gp common test sucks.!! hahas. oh wells. gp was neber my forte. okies. lets rephrase it this way. english was neber my forte. im juz gonna read more n stuff.gonna ace chem n physics for promos. maths... i shall tink bout it. hehes. =PpPtats for now. gonna go bathe den watch tv. den study le.!! =Ppi was born to take care of ya. every single dae of my life.i was born to love ya. wif every single beat of my heart.
beautifully loved`- at 6:30 p.m.
Monday, September 19, 2005
yeps. im gettin better.at least i manage to complete some tutorials todae. more tml.heard tt deres GP assignment to do. -sick-nvmz. shall complete it tml den back to studyin for promos.wasted one weekend cos i was ill.hope i can go back sch tml. gt spa.hahas.thanks pple for everything. okies. realaxin time.back to tv den study.i was born to love ya. every single dae of my life.
beautifully loved`- at 9:17 p.m.
Sunday, September 18, 2005
HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL.!!
went to visit the doctor todae.he gaf mi so many different tablets. -sick-oh wells. at least i mange to slp for 5 hours after takin the medicine. [ PEACE ]stupid fever is gg up n dwn.when i was at the doc. my temp was like 37. after tt it went up to as high as 38.6 before tt it was 37.6attempetd to do physics tutorial. but failed. my brain simply refuse to work.i tink i shall try agn tml.gtg off le.! playin game den go rest agn.asked to go back to visit the doctor if im still havin fever on tuesdae. -sick- siyuan~ hahas. thanks for all ur concern.! =D haf a gr8 dae tml.raymond~ l0lx. thanks for everything. n ur prayers too.aiting~ hahas. im drinkin lotsa water. dun worry. haf fun in sch tml.! i knoe u r gonna miss me.!! =P
beautifully loved`- at 9:59 p.m.
Saturday, September 17, 2005
im sick AGAIN.fever.sore throat.im losin my voice.and im feelin weak all over.drag myself out of hse n out of bed.went to bishan to study.my mind can tink straight.i cant do my tutorials.took 3 hours to complete one entire physics paper.but...the gd thing is.. i dun mind havin an MC... I NEED REST!ironically. i dun like visitng the doctor. dun even mention bout medicine. deres no one to force mi to eat medicine animore. hehes. =/ (sadistic)time to stone infront of the tv. no strength. pathetic me.!-shock wif ur laggy msg-
beautifully loved`- at 6:56 p.m.
Friday, September 16, 2005
haven been bloggin for quite a while.feelin a little sick todae. throat feels weird. hahas.oh wells. im in the library now wif raymond n jin hao. dey doin the cip stuff. lolx.im waitng for my klass to start.=))sianded. wad a week.feelin so stress la.!! needa vent my frustrations siaz.!so many hwk. so many test. so mani UNDONE tutorials.!! so many chapters to study. and i onli haf less den 24 hours a dae.!! *wishing for more time*had been slpin late n wakin up so early. total madness.!i wanna rest. =/nth much happen lately.its 3 weeks to PROMOS.!!!!! oh man.!! its drawing near. very near. zzz. >.<gtg. more tml.! ciaoz.!sljryek~ all the best for all ur exams.!!! =D take lots of care n drink more water. hehes. =Pp -hugs- love ya.! hope to cyaz soon.!
beautifully loved`- at 2:49 p.m.
Sunday, September 11, 2005
tv addiction is horrible. lolx.n wif tt huge plasma tc in the living rm. i juz cant help but glue mysself infront of it.this is bad.oh wells. went for bros childcare bbq ytd.kinda like stone dere.all i did was to eat eat eat. n ermms i drank agn.sometimes it feels weird cos deres no one to nag at me tellin mi nt to drink animore.hahas. was watching this show todae.n ders sth tt i tink its quite true.the sun continue to rise. the earth continue to rotate.life juz haf to go on. we cant afford to sit in a corner cont being upset over certain stuff.oh wells.juz a sudden tot. almost 1 year has pass. n wad haf i done?!nth much i guess.other den wastin more den half of it by gettin upset over the same stuff.to think of it, i cld spend those tym more productively.but i guess tats life huh.perhaps i shld juz treat it as a lesson learnt. n i believe after all these. i haf become a stronger person. im sure god has other plans for me.aniwae. back to my bros BBQ.hahas. my parents felt tt my bro's teachers son tried to tok to me. okies. i felt it too. hahas. it was so damn obvious la.n my dad was "jealous" cos mi n my dad was sitting near to him but he din offer my dad ani food. instead he offered it to mi. lolx. farnie siaz. mom said tt i shld tok to him. -.-" i did answer him when he ask mi stuff. but i din take the intiative to tok more. =x felt so bad. nvmz. i shall tok to him the next tym i see him agn. =Dhahas. my parents are juz way too cool wif these stuff.the farniest thing was... my mom said that this shows tt i look like a sec3 kid thats y the guy wanna tok to me(the guy is sec3 this yr) -.-" and i wun be left on the shelf. -.-"" i gt no comments man.needa go sch alone the next 3 daes. dads gg overseas for businees trips agn. =/ciaoz. tym to MUG.!
beautifully loved`- at 9:11 p.m.
Friday, September 09, 2005
as usual. i went to bishan MAC to study AGN!!hahas. muggin mood is comin back. tats gd.shall skip the whole part bout mugging.aniwae went S11 to eat brunch. gosh tt bowl of prawn me ALMOST settled my breakfast lunch n dinner!! its so fillin la. felt so bloated.!!saw jack neo n his team at junction 8 toddae.dey went dere to promote his latest production... one more chance..i shant comment bout his dressin. =xaniwae i went to watch his show todae. nt bad. certain parts r quite touching. hehes.went to watch wif jess, her yi n jj.after show. went to food junction to grab sth light. met xin yin while gg home.hahas. finally gt someone take bus wif mi.!! so happie.!! =D hahas.thanks arh. for walkin frm the 156 bus stop back to the interchange. lols.gonna haf sushi for breakfast tml. aunt bought sushi for mi todae but im too full to eat animore things.!!! tats all. nites pple.!jess~ nice show. thanks for the invitation. happie muggin tml.
beautifully loved`- at 11:19 p.m.
Thursday, September 08, 2005
did last yr promo papers.its okies. went to eat lunch wif joyln den studied wif her till bout 3.?!was "waiting" for someones remedial to end. cos someone din tell mi tt he/she gt lesson.!!! l0lx. kidding. =xoh wells. went back sch at bout 3pm. studied till bout 8pm. was doin intgration tutorial 4 n im proud to sae im almost done wif it. other den those tt i dunno how to do.!! hehes.gonna finish my chemistry assignment asap.!gonna start wif maths n physics tml.! =Dmeetin my jia meis at bishan to study. n yesh. NO MORE MACDONALDS.!!!im SUPER DUPER sick of it. n i haf to eat it for breakfast every sundae.!nt knowing whether its gd or bad cos it has become a weekly routine for my family. =Pgonna go bathe den do chem le.oh yesh. im feelin damn bloated now.!! packet food home for dinner cos i realise deres no more dinner left for mi. =( zzzz.. went to packet fried rice. and the amount of rice given to mi is like 5 times of wad i normally eat.!! n guess wad. i ate it all up.! im damn bloated. i shld haf been a notti ger n waste the food. =x u took my breath awy.raymond~ im still waiting for my CHEM.!!! hahas. faster scan.!! gd things muz share. hehes.
beautifully loved`- at 10:26 p.m.
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
back~ went to bishan to mug todae.was dere wif jess.had brunch wif jess swt n ed.hahas. saw ian val and mel walkin pass mac.saw "my B F" dere too. ( its nt boifren)oh yah.! did i mention i saw rainier at yoshi ytd wif some ger.!?!?!wad a sight. =/kcpians shld knoe wad i mean.hahas.so happie im done wif chem~!! whee~gonna start wif my maths n physics tml.=Doh wells. " my BF" has a BF.and BF is nt bad. abit too fair. tats all."my BF" and BF juz haf to seat right infront of mi.so distracting. terrible. horibble. vegetable.feelin bitchy now.guess i shld stop bitch-ing bout "my BF"so unlike me.feelin so zi bei la.! hahas.wheres mine?! jkjk.jess shld understand.WAT IS THE WORLD COMING TO. [PART 1]WAT IS THE WORLD COMING TO. [PART 2]ans stilll....WAT IS THE WORLD COMING TO. [PART 3 ]omg! i cant bleaf my eyes! =/THE WORLD IS "CORRUPTED.!"aniwae. met ken n chin by chance while waiting for jess mum n sis.hehes. jess. fate huh. neber plan still can meet. nt bad. =PpPtats all.!fiona~ hey ger. smile kaes. =)) love ya.!jess~ todae was productive. other den tt sight. lolx.swt~ serangoon is a nice place to be in. so enjoy ur stay here. welcome to MY AREA.!! hehes. =)jf~ hihi.!! happie muggin kaes?! lets meet up after promos to SHOP SHOP SHOP.!! cyaz soon.!! 4 dec is drawin near.!! =PpP
beautifully loved`- at 8:03 p.m.
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
went out to study todae. =Dfound out sth interestin todae.! n its nt bout the tv.dad bought a new pioneer plasma television.gaf the old one to my third uncle.i see no pt in changing a tv.hahas. =/chem tutorial in the morn tml.im hungry NOW.!!ask mi out to study tml?! plsss...?!?!juz a random comment.3 gers in less den a yr.gt 1 in less den 3 mths.it feels like gers r ur clothes.in my view. u change.will neber wan to be the one in the closet waiting to be put on.affected tym: less den 5 mins?!?! well done.im loving it. hahas. wheres mine.?!
beautifully loved`- at 9:38 p.m.
my biological clock is mad after tat dae.
i bet jess agress wif me. lolx.
oh wells.
went back in sch the morning for tutorials.
had lessons till bout 2pm in the afternoon.
met jess at centrept to study.
n i DID study.
next stop. PS.
went dere to eat dinner.
jess bought her shorts n den home.
hahas. gt a pleasant surprise.
dad bought a new hp for mi.
woot~!~! like wwwooaaahhh..
hahas. im happie wif the fone.
i finally can start everything anew.!!
n my fone wun cont to ring if i dun read the sms. hehes.
im lovin my fone.!! =))
gonna MUG now. bb.
i hope its productive cos im stayin home.
beautifully loved`- at 11:40 a.m.
Sunday, September 04, 2005
my friendster is workin too ylwols. -.-""aniwae i met fiona ytd at HMV. im so sorry i din blog bout it. i was too tired. okies. brain dead when i came home. sorry ger. =))it was nice meetin ya. hehes. hope to catch up wif ya real soon ya. n study hard.! tml N lvl exam le.!! 8 points hoh.! ehhs. wad bout 3 points instead.was outside heeren HMV when my innocent bro started askin mi.....him: wheres roy kor kor?! haf ya been seeing him?me: nopes. neber meet him le.him: y? ya all so long neber meet le. shld meet n see how is each other mahz.me: ( i kept quiet for awhile. din knoe wad to sae)me: oh. y ask bout him? miss him arh?him: ya. he so long neber come our hse le.me: okies...........i tink the conversation ended dere. couldnt remember. my innocent bro. im sure he knew wad happen. my little bro haf yet to see the world. =/ but he shock mi wif his relpy.so.... if somehow ya knoe bout my new blog n u r reading this... MY BROTHER MISSES YOU.!! i tink ya leave a footprint in his life. my cuzziez too. at least nt all is askin now. hahas. oh yah! gd luck for ur N lvl.if u r nt reading this. (probability: 99.9%) den i dunno le. cos its farnie if im juz gona msg ya to tell ya tt my bro misses ya. i guess tym cant fade the memories tt ya gaf him. he enjoyed your company. i cld see tt. cos u r my onli fren tt he ever ask bout. n im sure its nt cos u were my past. aniwae take care. n thanks for all the care n concern u gaf to him. =D
beautifully loved`- at 10:49 a.m.
Saturday, September 03, 2005
i drank. i felt the heat at the back of my throat.slept at 430 last nite.im so freakin tired now.yawn.i cant think straight.i wan my new fone.but yesterdae nite was great! terrific!woot.!juz came home frm dinner.went to eat lemon grass. im so full.bought new ear rings n more cds.!! hehs. gonna go check out more bout my fones. gonna start muggin tml.!ciaoz!shall nt type more bout ytd. cos its too long. hehes. =Ppedwin~ hope ya haf a safe journey.! gonna miss ya.! thanks for all the laughter. cyaz soon.Queen~ hahas. thanks for ur blazer. if nt im gonna freeze to death.
beautifully loved`- at 9:19 p.m.
Friday, September 02, 2005
nw at edwins hse.his hse is BIG.currently usin queens laptop to blog.im bored u see.hahas. still gettin use to his lap top.lolx.general paper was a killer.!!! guess im gonna flunk it.sianded.gonna stay over at his hse for one nite.e guys are playin cards nw.im watching tb.!!=))hehes. im glad todae is the last dae of sch. lolx.woot!~!but still..i haf to go back next mondae n thursdae.! n i cant remember when. =/haiz.okies. shall blog more tml morning when i reach hme. hehes. =)) ciaoz~! nites. =D
beautifully loved`- at 11:21 p.m.
Thursday, September 01, 2005
boring teachers dae.was home alone todae.dad n bro went out for a show den lunch after tt.grandma went to perm her hair.mi.?! at hme slpin. doin WR. lazing arnd. did GP n sum maths.feelin unproductive. -.-""had to settle my own lunch too.poor mi.went to central bookstore but couldnt find wad i want.so i went to kovan popular.spent bout $30 bucks.came hme wif 2 big bags. n MY LUNCH.!!was so hungry by the tym i reach hme.after eating i went to laze arnd.n i watched SUPERSTAR.! =))quite nice. kelly performance was damn nice.wei lian was nt bad too.!! =) hehes.gonna go edwins hse for dinner tml.! hes gonna fly off on sat.! =(we gonne miss ya sososo much!!!!take care boy.!btw. i was thinkin of askin sumone for lunch todae. but.... somehow my mind tell mi to eat alone cos i din knoe hu to call. -.-" gdnites pple.!raymond~ hahas. thanks for ur concern bout my previous rants. cyz arnd in sch tml.! take care n slp tight.!gers~ cyaz pple tml at eds hse.! hahas. i betta nt stone dere.kcpians~ to those who are takin ur upcomin N-lvl exam. all the best n jia you.!! to u, who is nt reading this, pls dun screw this exam up. n haf faith in urself. u can do it.! =)) rest well n study hard.!
beautifully loved`- at 11:08 p.m.