Sunday, October 30, 2005
after this. im so gonna read thru my chinese. shant go to the battle unprepare cos im gonna regret.
stone at the home this morning. was sorting out my music files. cos its messy. everything is everywhere. n im glad tt im done wif it. hehes. =)) everything is organise n in place. =)) tsk tsk.
had a chat wif roy last nite. i guess deres nth to hide bout it rite. frens afterall. perhaps the tok was nt exactly usual so im bloggin bout it. THOSE READING DUN LET UR MIND WANDER.!! NEVER!! tsk tsk =))
wells. i just realise both of us are in the same situation now. shant elaborate why. its too similiar to be true. too coincidental. n both of us know tt. we shall pray. continue prayin. thanks for the prayers. for everything. n i will do the same for ya too. i will take care of my health. dun worry.
heard tt the beach at kusu island is nice. suddenly i haf the urge to juz go to the beach. but i totally haf no idea how to get dere.!! -.-"" oh wells. heres a rather nice picture.
copyright. no koping. thanks.
beautifully loved`- at 1:58 p.m.
Saturday, October 29, 2005
sick suffering frm a block nose n sore throat now. wonderful. marvallous. fantastic.
oh wells. my pw mates came over to my house to settle the op stuff. manage to complete lots of it. quite cool. we did it frm 10am ill bout 4pm. hahas. 6 HOURS!!!!!!!! so damn long.... =/ hahas.
lately im havin a very lousy immune system. -.-""
oh yah!! im usin yu chern laptop to blog now!! im in love wif her lap top! its so damn cool. tsk tsk. aniwae thanks babe!! without her lap top i tink i cant even do my op. cos i juz realise that my compter powerpoint is 2000 version n my sch computer can only use sth which is version 2002 or newer. so i tink im quite lucky. she got many nice songs in her com too. but sadly i cant transfer it into my zen. =( nvmx. i shall tink of a way. hahas. i saw a blog which is in chinese todae too. n i tink its so damn cool!!! hahas. juz imagine me bloggin in chinese. =x
gona start studyin chinese soon. really. if nt im so dead!!!!
guess tats for now. im expecting more realtives to come tml.
yu chern! thanks for ur lap top!! love ya so much! *muacks* hehes.
to the rest. happie studyin for ur chinese n gd luck!! =))
nth else to sae. so bye. other den im glad for all tt happen todae. =D
i want to fall in love---- Jars of Clay. =))
beautifully loved`- at 8:05 p.m.
Friday, October 28, 2005
stone for like 6 hours todae. went white sands to haf lunch wif klass mates.
den back to sch wif le jia john n willie. accomapnied willie to find mr chemg n he wrote a ltter to the prinicpal. watch a korean show n had ODAC after tt.
ran 5-6km in 48 mins todae. quite cool huh. =)) im proud of myself. though i was the last one. tsk tsk. was accompanyin nicole. hahas. it doesnt matter hus the first or last. all tt matters is tt we complete the thing!! =))
i attitude my president juz nw n im nt feelin bad bout it. i dunno y. perhaps cos the slightest juz irritate me. im nt havin enuff rest n my throat sux. the 2 giant pocky i ate was even betta.
went to eat zhi cha(dunno hw to spell) for dinner juz nw. YUMMY!! i love the sotong n to fu. woot~!~! =)) MORE NEXT TYM.
gt back results todae. c c e. nt too bad. im quite happie wif it. but 2 of my closer friends retain. hope dey manage to appeal n lets all advance tgt. *pray* even if dey retain i hope dey can tink of the positive side. =D
oh wells. afew of dem sae i look stress. some sae i look upset. but im nt.!! stress. alittle?! nt sure too. its juz tt my throat felt terrible this whole morn so i was rather dead in klass n i din tok. tats all. i guess i haf to smile more when i dun lame n tok. if nt i wld be labelled as "unhappy". aniwae thanks for all ur concern. thanks aiting. jolyn. yan ling. juliana. le jia. pei min. si yuan. jian wen. john. n lots more. thanks for ur concern. =)) love ya guys so much! tsk tsk.
came hme to see a wheelchair next to the chair in the living rm. is tt hw bad the situation is.?! tryin nt to let my thoughts run wild. i know god will bless her. he will.
gt to go my frens hse to take the lap top tml morn. THANKS YC! love ya. dey are comin to do op tml at 10am. so im gonna rest nw. nites!
beautifully loved`- at 11:26 p.m.
im eating my breakfast now. tsk tsk. =))
oh wells. my voice is gone. its all left wif a sexy voice. one which u can barely hear. n went i tok. dere r " lobangs" cos my voice is gone n screwed. gettin back my results in bout 2 hours. i h rrly hhope 05S225 will remain as one. rrly. all get promoted n advance. =D
im hoping for e best.
u better get advance too. tsk tsk.
oh did i mention mom juz ask bout him a few daes back. i was taken aback. bout his grades. i guess she still care alittle. but its nt as if we r still tokin. so yeps. he has his new life nw. so yahs. might ask bout it frm his frens since my mom is curious. prayin tt all goes welll for him this yr. bb.PATIENCE IS A VIRTUE. DUN FLARE. by s.y.
YOUR 10 FINGERS ARE NEBER EQUAL.by mom.
beautifully loved`- at 6:26 a.m.
Thursday, October 27, 2005
im feelin damn sick. my thorat hurts badly. n im losin my voice. tt is how bad it is. feel like crap. feel like cuttin my throat.
oh wells. for those hu read my previous entry. pardon me. im sorry. n i deleted the post le. so yeps.
i love my mom. she alwaes tok sense into me. hahas. as usual i haf my toks wif my mom. she asked me. are all ur ten fingers equal? i said no. and she sae that. people aint equal. dey are nt the same. u juz haf to accept dem for hu dey are even if dey do nt haf a sense of urgency. u juz haf to make sure dey do their part. i cant expect everyone to be a "worker" cos no 2 person are the same. my mom even ask me to relak n dun get toos stress. how nice.
though wad she sae was simple. but it struck me. it kept mi thinking. she was right. i guess its their style of working. and i haf to get use to it. all i nid is someone to tok some sense to mi n i will shut up! hahas. =)) so tok sense to me. hehes. n dun make mi flare up wif ya. hahas. =D
aniwae. i came home only to realise tt my grandma went to see a doctor. shes gonna haf a opt on 8 november. a dae b4 my op. sigh. can u bleaf it. im stayin wif her the whole tym n i din even realise she was in pain all the while? =x oh wells. if u r wondering hw come she gt the dates so fast. its cos her knee cap bone has officially crack. brokes. shes havin a bandage now. the one tt u get when u fracture ur leg. mom knew tt i haf lots of stuff to do. so she ask mi to concentrate on my work n leave this matter to the adults. they will settle it. gosh. hw can u expect mi nt to care. shes my grandma. someone whom i care. someone whom i love. someone who brought me up. someone who was alwaes dere for me when im sick n when i needed someone. moreever shes already so old. i wonder if she can take it. i simply love my grandma.
now. i dun even knoe wad to do. all i knoe is to pray for her. i know god will be my her side. bringing her thru this obstacle. giving her all the strength she nid. i guess 'bad" things neber come individually. but im learning. cos thru all tt haf happen. i knoe i will become a stronger person. n god will alwaes be dere for mi even in my darkest times. he will nt forsake anione of us.
beautifully loved`- at 8:24 p.m.
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
bloggin in the library now. BORING!! hahas. im rotting everywhere i go la. lolx. =))
SELF ENTERTAINMENT AGAIN.! sianded. oh wellls.
had ODAC ytd. WENT TO SCRAPE RUST!! -.-"" and PAINT.
before tt went to eat lunch wif aiting, jolyn, yy, john, uu, han lin. den came back sch. went out for dinner wif yy n john after ODAC too. hahas. =D had fun tokin to them. nice guys. nonsense n crappy too.
todae. BORING.!!! spent my whole dae stoning n doing op.!! arrrgghh. gt op presentation tml n nth seems to be done. sick! okies. its partly done. wadeva.!
JAKE GAN HUI WEI IS A !@#$%^&*(
RAYMOND IS A BIG TIME SLACKER!!!!! kidding. tryin to be nice to help LJ rite. lolx. -.-" gd luck for ur presentation tml! woot~!~!
MEL N LE JIA RAWKZ!! =D
beautifully loved`- at 4:13 p.m.
Sunday, October 23, 2005
BOREDyesh im bored. super duper bored.
i simply gt nth to do!! woke up at 7 plus in the morn n i ended up watching flight plan. after tt i fix a 500 piece winnie the pooh puzzle.!! hahas. n i completed it in a few hours. so now i gt a total of 2 winnie the pooh puzzle. wad i nid now is A FRAME!!! -.-"'
sianded. my bro juz blame mi for everything tt happens. n he throws his temper like no ones business. such a spoilt brat. zzzz. my mom can gif in to him BUT NOT ME!! i wun spoil him. he has gt to learn tt it isnt my fault if he isnt studyin.! he nids to learn self discipline. cant someone juz get mi out of the hse during the weekends?!
oh wells. i haf gt a farnie family. after all the argument we still managed to luff n crack jokes.
ME: mom shut up!! stop nagging! (kiddingly. oh wells we haf been askin each other to shut up the whole dae todae)
DAD: sayin it once is okies. repeating it for the second time is "barking". anithing more den tt is nagging.
MOM: oh. so u r sayin tt im naggin. n im NT a dog so i DUN BARK.
ME: a female dog tt barks is called a BITCH.! hahas.
MOM: If im a BITCH den u r a BABY BITCH cos i gaf birth to u. -.-""
ME: but the young of a BITCH is a PUPPY nt a BABY BITCH.
BRO: (running out frm the room) i learn about animal gender in sch last week!!!! a female dog is a BITCH n the young is a puppy.
MOM: yah.! "u r a puppy" bt onli ur sis is a BABY BITCH. n if ur english exam ask ya wads the young of a dog called pls DUN write BABY BITCH. -.-""
okies. tats how nonsense my family are. sick of the BITCH thingy. n for the entire dae i haf been shoo-ing my bro to study in the rm! boring! GET ME OUT!! GIF ME STH TO DO!!
i wanna change my blogskin! SIANZ
beautifully loved`- at 4:48 p.m.
Saturday, October 22, 2005
thursdaya dae b4 e open house....
bz wif preparations. cant exactly recall wad happen in sch other den it was rushing. went to beach road wif javier lee chen n samuel. hahas. this tym we went to collect the pegs n buy the ropes. reached sch bout 4 plus. the towers were up. the catapult was set. the main structure was still in process. went to help the rest of e ODACians. and finally everthing was up by like 10pm?! gosh. im so drained n exhausted. all i felt like doin was to rest. oh yeahs. i din had my dinner too. im so glad anson is willing to help mi do my share for wr.! thanks! =))
fridayOPEN HOUSE!! woot. reached sch at 630am. was SUPPOSE to haf a meetin. but i guess dere was sum mis communication among sum of us. oh wells. its alright. hahas. so we ( shaz, raymond, sam n mi) ended up playin dai dee early in the morning. quite fun though. hehes. todaes fun n tiring. hahas. gt to jump off the 2.5m structure. while helpin out at the structure, i gt to see the sheer determination tt many pple haf. its amazing how dey neber fail to gif up. =D the spirit dey haf cant be found in some others. rrly. others wait for a person to start the ball rollin b4 dey dare to jump. i guess im a very visual person. i love to observe the things tt r arnd me. once in a while, the rest of the ODACians went to play wif the catapult n water bombs. i cld see tt dey were having lots of fun n enjoyin demselves. hehes. =)) for me, i stayed on at the structure to help. everything ended at 6 plus. finish takin down the structure by 8. after tt we headed down to magic wok for dinner.
it was different. the topics. the mentality on certain stuff. i was nt me. i was quiet. i do nt knoe how to respond.
todaywr. stone. gonna watch some DVDs ltr.
i doubt u will ever knoe.
simliarites bonded us tgt but differences created a small gap.
i chose to remain in silence. wad do u feel?
beautifully loved`- at 2:31 p.m.
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
Singapore's Bangkok gt back all my results todae. but it aint the overall results.
Have u ever felt this way.?
u cant tell/complain to anione bout hw u feel bout certain things cos everyones is wishin tt they are in ur shoes. n u shldnt be complainin cos u r suppose to be contented wif the things cos when u compare urself to the rest u r so much betta. On the other hand u r feelin disapponted cos tt thing din reach ur expectations. n u dunno who to relate to who to tok who to rant to.
tat was exactly hw i felt todae. but im glad i manage to get it off my chest.
aniwae had ODAC todae. stone in sch for 5 hours before it start. went to Singapores Bangkok (Beach Road) to buy stuff n check out px. hahas. the stalls dere are like havin some price war. competing wif each other for business. Thus. the more shops we go to the lower the price get. hahas. so damn interesting.
had goreng pisang n glutinous rice for dinner. auntie came over to cook! woot! so long ever since i haf such nice n sumptous dinner. hehes.
conclusion: grandma has to go for an opt. shes still unable to walk properly.
shall blog more tml. watchin Madagascar now. =)) ODAC tml.! Beach Road here i come again! i love the sun.
perhaps u din realise. its okies.shuyi~ hey darlin. thx for listening to alittle of my rant. hahas. i tink it shows on my face huh. but nt all can see tt. hahas. nt bad u gt skiill. though at firz u tot i was tired. hehs. take care babe. we shall hang out somedae. hahas.
si yuan~ heys. thanks alot for willing to listen to my "complains". i guess i felt much betta. im nt tinkin bout anithing. n yesh! study hard for ur econs next yr! hahas. cyaz tml!. =D thanks for ur concern too.
beautifully loved`- at 9:10 p.m.
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
HAPPIE gt back my results. im proud to sae hard work pays off. im happiw wif all my grades. though chinese is rrly horrible. hahas. cant be bothered.
im left wif physics. gonna get back tml. heard tt onli 50 percentof the cohort pass? the least percentage among the rest of the subject?! this is crap. oh man.
im hopin to pass. -.-""
aniwae had some self entertainment juz nw. was watching mr n mrs smith!! the show rawkz! hahas. though im quite laggy. but cant be bothered.
gonna haf ODAC tml. hahas. whee~!~! sianded.
went to compass pt wif juli n joyln juz now. n i FINALLY step into the LIBRARY!!! more tml. nites.
the world longest distance is not between Singapore n USA but it is when i am beside u. u do not know tt i love you.
beautifully loved`- at 10:15 p.m.
Sunday, October 16, 2005
NICHOLAS SPARKSwent to j8 for ya kun todae! oh man.!!! -yummy- hehes. its been long since i wake up so early on a sundae morning.
din play badminton wif dem todae. next week kaes? wanted to spend some tym wif my family and it has been raining the whole dae. cold...... sorry peeps!
bought 2 books frm popular. finished readin one todae. its true believer by nicholas sparks. hahas. all his bks are nice. hehes. =Pp i still cant believe i sat at the living room the whole dae readin his books. quite cool huh.
gonna start readin the other wan tml. oh wells. i hope movie is still on tml. -.-"
hopin this week wld pass fast. i knoe im gonna be worn out by the end of the week. lets keep the communication gg.
u r my miracle.
alwaya is, always will.
beautifully loved`- at 9:20 p.m.
Saturday, October 15, 2005
fridayhad cheenna lecture todae. i rrly tink i screw up my chinese. oh wells. had ODAC after tt. nt mani turn up. cos dey were bz doin their PW?! oh wells. even if we put it at 5 nt mani will come cos itrs too late!? weird pple. i cant read their minds. but im glad the rest were dere. U GUYS RAWKZ man!! aniwae had to settle the wood stuff todae. i guess dey gt to see the other side of me. the serious and nt joking mi. me who wanna get things done fast n nt drag it. me who felt tt dere was a need of sense of urgency cos it was gettin late. i shall STRESS that i WASNT STRESS at tt tym. it was juz the serious me. rrly. im glad for all ur help. THANKS PPLE. -hugs-
todayhad ODAC in the morn todae. was in the sun frm 7 plus till bout 4pm. quite cool huh. and i haf gt a SUNBURNT. =x aniwae i had fun wif ya pple. was happily buildin the structure. hehes. had MAC for lunch. DELIVERY. =Pp whee..
came back home. after tt i fell aslp till 10pm. nw im bloggin. tryin my luck for some stuff n im back to slp agn. my skin hurts. pain. it muz be the sunburnt. i added 2 more blueblacks frm ytd wood. 8 blueblacks n still countin.
i hope u r fine. neber seen u feelin like this before. hope everything is well for ya. shall do some catchin up wif ya soon. meanwhile take care.
SLJ n yc.~ hey sorrie pple.! cldnt make it for steamboat. was bz wif ODAC stuff. shall meet up wif ya guys another dae kaes? i love ya!
beautifully loved`- at 10:47 p.m.
Thursday, October 13, 2005
hahas. was playin badminton in sch ytd. hahas. had fun playin wif my frens. did some catching up wif shuyi too.! l0lx. nth much happen i tink
oh wells. had floorball match todae n PHOBOS WON!!! so cool lahz. all of us had fun. our leader gt super gd sportsmanship too. hehes. -respect-
aniwae if ya see mi walkin awkwardly in sch pls dun luff. cos i gt 1 blueblack on each toe nail n i gt 2 blueblacks on 1 arm n 1 on my tigh.!
and for goodness sake pls dun step on my toe or whack mi on my arm for the next week or so. horrible scott juz step on my toe juz now. aarrgghh.. i tink i will scream or sth. but most prob i willl reeeennnn. hahas.
gt CHEENA lecture tml morning! sianded. gonna go bathe le. more tml.! odac tml!!
FLOORBALL RAWKZ!!
beautifully loved`- at 6:40 p.m.
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
had fun todae.
met shuyi in the morn for breakfast n settled claresta prezzie.
went sch to surprise her she gt a shock. after tt had ODAC meetin till in the afternoon.
ate at west plaza den headed to mor mor hse for majong session n dai dee till bout 0850 in the nite?! woot. total madness. oh wellls. i was playin YLWOLS for majong cos i din knoe wad to throw. hhahas. but it feels nice takin the risk! hahas. =Pp im the futre risk taker. hahas. kidding kidding.
gt to go sch now. gonna haf interhse.!! hahas. more tonite.
jess~ im glad u r fine. anithing juz gif mi a call. love ya!! -hugs-
raymond morris siyuan~ heys i had lots of fun todae.! lets go out n relak agn!!! hehes. =)) take care.
its wierd hw u pple tink. other tease mi bout u. u tease mi bout x. x tease bout y. -.-""""
btw!! aniwan watch fullhse? hows the main character like?!?
beautifully loved`- at 6:35 a.m.
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
arrgh. i dislike gettin stress. stress=pimples. sianded. oh wells.
PROMOS ENDED!!!!!
hahas. im sososo happie. no more burdens. i can play for all tt i want now. slp late. chiong tv. chiong games. haf late nite outs. woot!!! and play play play!!!! hahas.
maths paper was pretty alright. other den a huge bunch of careless mistakes. can pass. physics is goodness. neber seen a paper so tough paper. screw the teachers brain. cant dey like gif mi 1/8 of their brain or sth?! jkjk. oh wells. hope i manage to scrap pass. n gueess wad?!?! i haf the MOST EFFICIENT PHYSICS tutors. cos the answers for our physics promos papers is out on the physics board str8 after the exams ended. madness. walk pass n i saw 2 graphs. glad tt i gt it rite. n i knoe tt my firz n last qun of mcq is rite. phew~ hope i can scrape pass.
havin ODAC meetin tml morning. meeting shuyi at mac for breakfast n settle claresta bdae prezzie. hehes. gonna surprise her wif a belated bdae cake tml morn after her econs paper.! woot. =Pp den gonna do some catchin up. hahas.
after meetin. its majong time wof odac mates. woot. next wld be pool. shoppin. stemboat. games and MOVIES!! i nid more dates. fill my calendar.
still tinkin whether i shld go overseas on my bdae again. dads organing D n D function for his company again. as usual. n it NORMALLY falls on MY BDAE. if nt im overseas. deres onli a few occasion when im in sg. but if i dun go. i will be hme alone on my bdae wif grandma. how pathetic. no more bf to celebrate wif me. bbut if i go. im seriously gonna stone over dere. cos i barely knoe anione dere.! n i wld rather be out in sg. n my bro has his own grp of frens. oh man. wad shld i do? shld i stay?! sianded.
perhaps i shld juz stay in sg n see wad happens. -gosh- follow the flow.
play play play play play play playplay play play play play play play play play play play play play
beautifully loved`- at 12:28 a.m.
Sunday, October 09, 2005
[VERSE 1]For all the years that I've known you baby
I can't figure out the reason why lately you've been acting so cold
(didn't you say)
If there's a problem we should work it out
So why you giving me the cold shoulder now
Like you don't even wanna talk to me girl
(tell me)
Ok I know I was late again
I made you mad and then it's throwing the pan
But why are you making this drag on so long
(i wanna know)
I'm sick and tired of this silly games
(silly games)
Don't figure that
I'm the only one here to blame
It's not me here who's been going round slamming doors
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.
[CHORUS]
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears
I made you cry I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more
[VERSE 2]I know that I made a few mistakes
But never thought that things would turn out this way
Cause I'm missing something now that your gone
(I see it all so clearly)
Me at the door with you inner state
(inner state)
Giving my reasons but as you look away
I can see a tear roll down your face
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.
[CHORUS]Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears
I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more
[BRIDGE]Don't say those words it's so hard
They turn my whole world upside down
Girl you caught me completely off guard
On the night you said to me
I just don't love you more.
[CHORUS 2X]Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault,
I'm sorry Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears
I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more
beautifully loved`- at 10:29 p.m.
im back for awhile to blog. =D
hahas.
tmls my last paper. i cant wait. but i haf yet to prepare for my maths paper. im sosososoo dead!! sianded.
oh wells. i still gt 8 hours. hahas.
went to study wif raymond si yuan n morris ytd. played 100 points of tai dee. hahas. crap. we were SUPPOSE to be studyin. went home bout 1215 in the nite. i cant remember. hahas.
morris has gt a nice sister. hehes. =D
kaes. tink i go back to studyin le. im bz next week. gg out. havin fun n playin interhse games. woot! its gonna be fun. hahas.
mon-exams.!! out after tt? movie anione?!
tues- out wif shuyi n claresta. my dearies.
wed- interhse?
thurs- holidae.
fri- out wif the babes! hehes. steamboat tym.
sat-someone jio me out.?! plss..
sun- i dun wanna stay home.
i forsee the future. half a tym ODAC. 3/4 of my dae PW.! -.-""
pls tell mi this isnt true. cos im starting to be affected my ur words. crap... FRENS. *cheers*
beautifully loved`- at 2:12 p.m.
Friday, October 07, 2005
im suppose to be studyin. havin exams ltr in the afternoon. shall blog n go offline.
gt cheena paper to do ltr. hope i can pass.
if nt i dun mind sitting next to raymond. *tsk tsk*
oh wellls. when to study at mac wif the guy mentioned above. hahas. and i still din get to buy my eraser.!!! -.-"" irritating. ohwells.
haf been eating outside food the whole week. lazy to think of wad to eat. sianded.
ECONOMICAL NOODLES FOR LUNCH LATER!! woot~!
sigh` i hope
granny get well soon.
*praying*
5 papers.. 2 down. 3 to go.!
i can do it.!
i wanna go shoppin wif the babes.
i wanna hang out wif my mjc dearies n close frens.
but..
i dun wanna do PW!! =x *dreading*
time for cartoons n back to studying. ciaos.
LOVE AND FIGHT.!!
no it still aint cool when things drag for so long.
beautifully loved`- at 11:25 a.m.
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
okies. this is gonna be my temporary skin till next mondae.
im expecting lots of relatives the next few daes.
promos gonna start tml!
rrly wonder if i can make it. sianded. oh wells.
back to studyin le.
still hopin she will get well soon.
arrgh. i wonder y ya pple still cant stop arguin bout the medicine.
if she din eat it den so be it.
elderly haf their pride. so be it if dey dun wanna admit it.
so be it if dey dun wanna use the walking thingy tt ya buy.
as i said this granny of mine want face.
she keeps sayin she will be fine in two daes, y bother to spend those cash.
but deep in her im sure she knoe bout her own condition. juz gif in to her. let her be.
JUZ SHUT UP.!!
juz gif mi a break.
raymond~ thanks thanks thanks. thanks for ur prayers agn. thanks for everything. =D jia you for tml.! ya can do it de.!
beautifully loved`- at 1:54 p.m.
Monday, October 03, 2005
lord pls bless her. gif her strength.
no words can express how worried i am for her.
no words can express the ache tt i feel when i look at her.
lookin at her walk aches me.
she can barely move frm one part of the hse to the other. god gif her strength.
i wan nth to happen to her. i love her.
pls bless my grandma. i knoe she can make it thru.
prayin hard tt she wld recover n nid nt go thru the operation.
take the pain awy frm her. let her believe tt she can do it.
im afraid. wld u be dere to hear my worries? allow mi to seek comfort in ya. im scared.
beautifully loved`- at 2:44 p.m.
Sunday, October 02, 2005
all the best for ur exams tml. pls dun screw it up. rrly hope tt history wldnt repeat itself again. im praying for ya. pls knoe tt i will be dere to answer ur doubts. juz like todae. i will do the best tt i can.
still thinkin tt perhaps its cos of me tt ya wasted one yr. im tryin my best to help ya in all that i can. i juz wan the best for ya.
to the rest tt are havin your promos n n lvl. all the best.! jia you.! dun gif up!!
fiona~ all the best.! last lap of the yr. ya can do it!! chiong ur geo!! plllllllsssssssss..! good luck! -hugs-
** pray for the victims of the Bali bombing. till now. 26 innocent lives were lost. bali is a nice place to be in.
Im glad tt dey were able to find the other 4 bombs tt were at Jimbarang. I cant imagine wad wld happen if all 6 bombs were activated. pray for them. **
beautifully loved`- at 8:33 p.m.
went outta to study wif jolyn n john at kovan ytd.
had dinner out cos had to settle it myself. oh wells.
we bought durians to eat after dinner. hahas. =)) wad an experience. durian wif frens. cool. lolx. =))
saw a young flasher at yoshinoya todae. this little boy was peein outside the glass window at yoshinoya. and he was standing at the glass window right in front of jolyn. right in front of our table. ans as u knoe glass is transparent. so yeps. we saw it. =/
the whole thing is damn farnie couldnt stop luffin. the boys action make us luff the whole time. juz imagine if he was an old man.! hahas. -.-""
my pathetic handphone went flat at 3pm. went to jean yip to borrow mums fone. she was dere doing treatment for her hair. lolx. and gues wad?! her fone left one bar too. -.-" so both fones died down even before i cld reach hme. had to borrow johns fone to use. hehes. i cant live w/o a handphone. =x
oh wells. din expect ur call. at least i still occur to ya when ya are in doubt. =D
hahas. my motivation. its time to study! =))
beautifully loved`- at 1:03 p.m.
Saturday, October 01, 2005
juz when i set my mind on doing sth. fate destroy it all.
is god tryin to tell mi anithing?
outta study.
leavin all these tots behind frm nw.
beautifully loved`- at 11:02 a.m.