Saturday, March 25, 2006
HAPPIE 18th BDAE FENG! -loveya- hugs!
woots. met the gers to celebrate feng dear bdae! woots!! fondue.. hahas. had lots of fun. other den i cut my hand wif the scissors. =x its 1135pm. im tired. but im tryin to stay awake for the proposal. LOL.
-yawns- dere goes my life. gettin bz once again. odac is takin up my life. i wldnt deny i wan to be kept bz. at least i wldnt tink bout the silence. -adjusting- but neither do i wan to be THAT bz.
this is too much.. all my weekends are burnt wif overnight recee n overnight odac n annual camp till like end of april? but come to think bout it. i shldnt be complaining. some others r gg through the same thing with me.
and this simply means a "pig" like mi wld be lackin wif lots of slp!! n WILL be havin a tough time copin wif my sch work. sheesh.
nites.
beautifully loved`- at 11:34 p.m.
Thursday, March 23, 2006
ITS OVER!!!
woots. the day i waited for finally arrived.!! =)) its time to relak n chill out agn. now my mind can wonder for all i care. LOL.
went out to makan wif jolyn n prissie. woots!! =)) *beams*
ytd nite was terrible. couldnt get to slp till bout 1 plus. was tossin n turning on the bed for an hour until my fone ring.!! hahas. but still i still couldnt slp after the call. sheesh.
something seem amiss. something is nt rite.
my sensing is -.- CMI.
gt to "lecture" tmr for ODAC orienteering lesson. hpe i dun screw it up. sheesh. LOL. wells. b4 i can teach dem i haf to be able to go to sch in one piece tmr! =D
i can wait to meet my new J1s.. =))
okies. tats for now.
DOWN TO DOWNTOWNEAST.....
BBQ here i come.
i betta be able to wake up tmr. LOL.
PLAY! tats my GOAL this weekend.
its still ringing in my head...........
beautifully loved`- at 3:15 p.m.
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
its 1am. n i still cant get to slp. i wonder y. perhaps im feelin too stress perhaps sth is buggin me. sheesh. wadeva izzit. please be GONE. cos im veri veri tired. mentally.
thanks to u 2 for keepin mi entertain. =)) gr8ly appreciated.
i guess all i nid now is sumone to tok to n destress me.
beautifully loved`- at 12:48 a.m.
Monday, March 20, 2006
feel lyk bloggin but deres simply nth to blog -.-
perhaps dere is. perhaps nt.
influence frm frens or..? hmm...
shutting all dwn once more.
and yesh. im fine. so don u worry (: i have my ways. =D
1 more dae..
3 more daes..
5 more daes..
hang on..
i miss em. hangin out w em. all of em. =))
beautifully loved`- at 2:27 p.m.
Saturday, March 18, 2006
since tts my choice. i shall juz bear wif it.
-silently-
okies. a few more daes to block test. so yeps. jia you pple!! after tt we can haf lots of fun!! =)) will be changing blog add soon. yesh. AGAIN (:
a new place to rant.
byez.
六月的雨
beautifully loved`- at 10:37 a.m.
Thursday, March 16, 2006
tryin to make mugging my forte.
life is juz a game we haf to play. none of us haf a sae in nt playin cos it juz starts when we're born. its either we win or we lose. so play it well. the choice is ours. once we stop playing... we're "dead". obstacles in life is juz like we get into jail while we r playin monopoly. we juz haf to get out of it. In life, we juz haf to overcome it.
SO ARE U GAME FOR IT?
"dead" a word for u to define...
-random-i miss the life i once had.
beautifully loved`- at 12:48 p.m.
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
im so sorry...
beautifully loved`- at 6:47 a.m.
Sunday, March 05, 2006
was at the bus stop when i heard a ger mentioning bout mjc n tt she was posted dere. at tt instant i wanted to walk over n tell her i was frm dere. but i held back. wanting to hear wad she gt to sae.... so apparently she went to appeal to nyjc. n sth she said caught my attention. "wad if i fall in love wif mjc after the 1st week n nyjc wants me?!"
the first thing tt appear in my mind was orientation n OGLs. i guess this bunch of pple rrly haf a difficult but nt an impossible task------- to make the freshies fall in love wif mjc. so to all the OGLs out dere. " GOGO JIAYOU!!! "=))
was expecting tt u wld sae tt. tats y i went all quiet suddenly. i juz din wanna ask cos i was afraid tt it was the truth. n guess wad.?! it is. i simply dislike. hate it. its nt a simple task accepting the fact. a promise tt was broken. i was alil piss.. upset.. disappointed. n i dunno wad..
regardless of hu we r. juz don do tt agn. for the sake or urself NT for me.
i tot bout it. given ur situation. i wld n never do tt. i wld haf did sth else.
beautifully loved`- at 1:25 p.m.
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
resultsresults.. okies. some of dem scored while others din. my sch did pretty well as a whole. so not much to comment. other den gd job! n i can sense the stress level building up.
-stun-
i see no link. wads wif the sudden realisation. like i don remember doing anithing. or izzit the depression thing. wells. either way. no comments. i haf given wad i can n yups. tats it.
back to studyin.
beautifully loved`- at 8:41 p.m.