Saturday, December 31, 2005
b4 i go out ltr. heres my new year resolution of 2006. reflections? ltr. hahas.
- start mugging real hard!! ( no mre slacking)
- finish all my assignments. =x
- be more self motivated. -.-"
- spend more time wif sljmryek.
- buying less black clothes.
- stop hanging out till late nite. ( P.S. perhaps TRY comin hme earlier.? =x)
- spend more time with family.
- continue laming n doin stupid stuffs.! woot! =Pp
- knoe him even better (:
beautifully loved`- at 2:18 p.m.
tired. shag. but yet im awake. couldnt get to slp since 8 plus.
wells. hope hes feelin betta n stuff. gonna do some work b4 i get out. gonna complete maths n chem b4 sch starts. =/
wad an earthly call during such an earthly hour. i literally threw my fone aside n went to slp. sorrie.
if anything happens. i wun go back. nt to square one. nt this tym. im sure. in the past i might n i wld. as a close n gd fren i wld be dere to listen no matter wad. my family wld be dere for u too. but i tink tats it. i guess i had enuff for almost the past few mths. its close to a year. u make me feel so numb n tats hw bad it was.nth u do/say is gonna hold me back this tym. but yeps. i cant deny tt i do wonder y it happens. a few more hours n its gonna be a new year. the arrival of 2006.! its gonna be a new me. gonna start all afresh again. woot.! =))
beautifully loved`- at 9:14 a.m.
Friday, December 30, 2005
woahh. been out for 11 hours n im finally hme.! my legs r breaking.!
morning. had a "nice" morning call this morn which lasted for hours. wells. went to the airport to send edwin off.! hope he comes back soon. hehes. =))
afternoon. went to tampines mall wif swt n daniel. walk around to look for swt cuzzie bdae prezzie. n i was her model for the dae.! lolx.! after tt we sat at tampines mall starbucks to fix a 500 piece puzzle. hahas. took bout 2 hours. around dere. quite cool though.! =D had fun too. had an afternoon call. hahas. im bz. =/
nite. went dwn to bishan BEST. met galvin at delifrance. he was studyin wif his frens. wooaaahh. met mum dere too. swt accompanied me to look for earphones. saw 1. bout 50 over. sheesh. so ex. =x might get it tmr.!
tml. gg out wif darlings. hahas. tired. dunno wad else to sae. shag. save me. homework still undone. guess im resting early n wake up early tmr to do. =)) nites.!
b4 i forget.! RACHEL I MISS U SO MUCH.! LOVE U.!! *hugs* HOPE UR ALRIGHT.! TAKE GD CARE OF URSELF KAES?!
beautifully loved`- at 9:00 p.m.
Thursday, December 29, 2005
wells. i still did nt eat my breakfast and it past noon le. n i still haf yet to eat my lunch. sheesh. i knoe y. hahas. wells. b4 startin to do alittle of maths. im gonna do sth at swts request. =x jkjk. imu.
In no particular order,list down3 people you talk to online,4 people you see at school,2teachers,3 people you love going out withand 3 people in your sms inbox
1. shuyi
2. claresta
3. roy
4. le jia
5. ai ting
6. jolyn
7. galvin
8. Mr PC Lim
9. Mr Aidil
10. swt
11. uu
12. feng
13. jess
14. raymond
15. RYEK
So what do you think of number 4?
hahas. close fren in klass. amusing everyone wif her "poke poke" thing. great ger. fantastic listening ear. =))
How would you feel if number 4 slapped you on your face?
ermms piss?! slap her back?! =x
How nice is number 6?
wells. nt bad. quite nice. very nice. =Pp hehes. she rawks lar. wheres my sushi date babe?
On a scale of 1-10, rate how good looking number 5 is.
wahahas. 8? 9? pretty ger. owaes make guys fall head over heels for her. =Pp ur right one will appear soon. =)) princess of regulus in orientation 2.!! woot.
Will you ever fall for number 11?
wahahahas. yeps.! nice guy n can be rather lame.! =D
Honestly, if number 8 met with an accident, what would you do?
visit him! =)
What sport would you play with number 12?
anything?! shoppin n hangin out wif her wld be the best!
What if number 1 got a boyfriend?
wahahas. interesting. no mre rockstar. =/ jkjk. i wld be happie for her.!! he betta be nice to shuclaramel. =Pp
Do you hate number 9?
nopes.! but i can get real frustrated when he wants me to hand in my PW the next dae when im freakin bz to complete it. all in all. hes great! =))
How much do you like number 2?
lolx.! I LOVE HER!!! owaes so blur n nice to bully. jkjk/
Will 13 and 7 make a good couple?
l0lx.! no way!! shes attached. awwww...
Would 14 one day kill you?
he betta nt!! cos im nt worth him gg to jail.! =Pp but he wld prolly kill me wif his BHB-ness.
Who do you like more? 3 or 10?
woaahh..!! both are my close frens. but i still prefer 10.!! hahas. owaes been dere for me. hehes. sorry roy. but dun worrie u rawks too. wahahas.
Get five people to do this thinghahahaha
1. uu
2. ai ting
3. fiona
4. anyone hus bored.
5. u who are reading this.
beautifully loved`- at 12:50 p.m.
nth to blog. no words to say. dun feel like coming online n i knoe y.
wells. its gonne ba a new yr in 2 daes time?! i wonder wads ahead of me.
here comes another "online letter"..
sorrie to make u find out things u dun want to. perhaps we shld smile n move on. perhaps we shld remain hu n wad we r now. perhaps perhaps perhaps. in fact its us whos gonna make the decision. wells juz remember wad u promise me the other tym. im glad to be ur super duper close fren n vice versa. thanks so much for everything. e daes we spent. e dumb things u said to make mi luff. the unhappiness we had?!?! =x anw its almost a perfect 1 mth or somewhere round dere. woahh. this 1 mth seems so interesting. lookin back, it seems like i been thru so much in a short tym n those memories still remain so beautiful. =)) even IF our small little "story" has to end here, right now or at the next moment we r gonna tok or even ytd, im glad tt i got to knoe u betta. no doubt i did haf interest in u, i did like u. ciaoz~
" I am also the father who comforts u in all ur troubles... 2 Corinthians 1:3-4 When u are brokenhearted, I am close to you.. Psalm 34:18 "
beautifully loved`- at 9:29 a.m.
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
"Jump"
Jump!
I don't wanna wake up today
Cause everyday's the same
And I've been waiting so long
For things to change
I'm sick of this town
Sick of my job
Sick of my friends 'cause everyone's jaded
Sick of this place,
I wanna break free
I'm so frustrated,
I just wanna Jump! (Jump!)
Don't wanna think about tomorrow (Jump!)
I just don't care tonightI just wanna jump (Jump!)
Don't wanna think about my sorrow
Let's go (Whoa!)
Forget your problems
I just wanna jump
I don't wanna wake up one day
And find out it's too late
To do all the things
I wanna do
So I'm gonna pack up my bags
I'm never coming back'
Cause the years are passing by
And I'm wasting all my ti-ti-time
Sick of this houseSick of being broke
Sick of this town, that's bringing me down
I'm sick of this place,
I wanna break free,
I'm so frustrated,
I just wannaJump! (Jump!)
Don't wanna think about tomorrow (Jump!)
I just don't care tonight,
I just wanna jump (Jump!)
Don't wanna think about my sorrow
Let's go (Whoa!)
Forget your problems
I just wanna jump
I just wanna jump
I can't take it anymore [x4]
Forget tomorrow,
I just wanna jump (Jump!)
Don't wanna think about tomorrow (Jump!)
I just don't care tonight,
I just wanna jump (Jump!)
Don't wanna think about my sorrow
Let's go (Whoa!)
Forget your problems
It's time to let them go (Whoa!)
Forget tomorrow,
I just wanna jump (Jump!)
I just wanna jump (Jump!)
Yeah!I just wanna jump (Jump!)
I just wanna JUMP
beautifully loved`- at 7:58 p.m.
sry. yesh im awake? totally dun feel like gg sch. im literally draggin myself dere. im gonna suffer for 3.5 hours. it betta be sth gd. out after tt. its sch/mac to study.
sheesh. sometimes bloggin do -.-"" now.
back to my old blog for the time being.
sry.
might juz drop by an entry here tonite.
beautifully loved`- at 6:53 a.m.
woah. wells. wldnt sae i nvr expect it. so yeps.
juz had a nice chat wif yc. was walkin up n dwn serangoon. din go hme str8. kinda pour everythin out to her. but onli to receive more stuffs when i reach home. sheesh. too "exciting" a life i haf.
but i wld rather knoe everything?!
its wierd hw the mind thinks. its wierd how pple mind wanders. its simply too wierd.
its even wierder when pple make a statement which in the end can onli be found unexplainable. wells. if u all could gif mi a reason y. i wld be more den happie.
if things were unexplainable. den where does all the assumtions where does all the "confirm like tt" come frm. farnie stuff.
if dere were no such statement. dere wldnt be ani worries. dere wldnt be anithing.
but if dere wont such statement we wont sort things out. we wont knoe wad each other is thinkin n hence nt noe each other betta. n neither will it bring us kinda closer. am i makin ani sense to anione.?
but callin us
us might nt be as simple as u tink. its nt bout a yes/no answer nw. its bout the freakin comparison i haf to go thru. can u ever stop tt?! no. it seems unavoidable. n im quite sick of it. i dun even want to mention any. those wierd questions tt i gt shoot at. it seems unnecessary yet needed to be sure of wad im doing. is
it strong enuff to call it a commitment.? cos its short term i want no more. furthermore its gonna be different story nxt yr. tats how difficult it is. tell mi the road ahead is gonna be betta. tell mi to stop tinkin hw life is gonna be like.
sheesh. gt to go now. im startin to tok nonsense. gt less den 5 hours of slp. -.-"" kill me.
beautifully loved`- at 1:06 a.m.
Monday, December 26, 2005
being bankrupt in monopoly seems to be my forte. =x had been in the same situation for 2 daes. horrible. lol.
orchard was crowded ytd. hahas. had fun though. fantastic.! my bro is FON n full of lame shit. i tink tt runs in the family. wells. sry i coulnt make it to edwins bdae celebration. sheesh. n hes hardly in sg.
studyin date gt called off. darlin nt feelin well. sheesh. so nw im left studyin at hme. wahahhas. =Pp den dinner out at marche ltr. woot~! but i gt to be hme early tonite cos i gt sch the next dae.! hahas.
thanks for ytd. =D
beautifully loved`- at 9:50 a.m.
Saturday, December 24, 2005
dun let tt smile of mine fade awy. can u do it? so be =]
beautifully loved`- at 11:47 p.m.
a rather different xmas eve frm the past yr. last yr at this tym i was at suntec city watchin the lovely fountain + laser display.
wells. this yr aint tt bad either. other den sum1 is rotting at hme n feelin bored. =x i guess. went to change my specs todae n went on a shopping spree wif mom again. hahas. it kinda rawkz. gt brothers xmas gift too. =D bought lotsa stuff todae. everywhere is havin discount. sheesh. so tempting. ahahas.
out tmr. woot. back to orchard agn for the third tym in 3 daes. gonna haf fun lookin at the floats. bring bro around to enjoy himself n look at the lightings. hehes. the rest shant be mention. im juz gonna enjoy myself tmr. hahas.
feelin alil tired. resting early todae. n my room is kinda in a mess. flooded wif stuff. =x sheesh. i rrly nid to study.! =S
gdnites pple.
HAVE A WONDERFUL XMAS.!! MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! =))
beautifully loved`- at 9:37 p.m.
woke up realising tt im all alone at hme and its nt even 9am when i woke up. =x
unsure bout todaes outing. ohwells. its fine. hehes. =Pp
wells. ytd was great.
went out to watch a show ytd. b4 tt was arcade. hahas. enjoyed both. enjoyed the company. saw arvin like twice ytd?! lolx. wells. he was wif his pri sch frens. ahahas. ermms met swt after tt. walk arnd. n i bought my NIKE shirt.! woot~! =)) *beams* walked arnd. laze arnd. waited for edwin to finish work. hehes. had fun. was lamin n tokin nonsense. its either dey luff or gif mi the "pls stop ur lame-ness" face. hahas. but i dun exactly bother. oh yarh.! was playin this soccer thing in this nike shop. wahahahas.
went to ngee ann city n sae this xmas celebration gg on. its a collaboration between lots of churches in sg. wells. i tink its quite cool wif pple dress in armour suit n all the decorations. too bad i din haf a proper camera wif mi. =/ the songs. the vocals. the dance. were fantastic too. i enjoyed.
wells. i saw a bottom tt i want for new year at flesh imp. and its having 25% off storewide.! sheesh. =x ahh!! den the top too. wells. i dun mind nt havin the top. but i want tt skirt.! hahas. wells. i can forget bout the wallet at wallet shop too cos i doubt deres animore. hahas. and CNY bottom is mre impt?! =Pp im pioritising my shoppin items. =x
needa get back to a bigger toys r us to get brothers xmas toy. some duel monster monopoly. hahas. for nw. im gonna rot. no ones awake. nt even the blur one. sheesh. yeahs.! out tmr.! hahas.
swt~ wells im glad everything is okies now. hahas. glad to see u happily luffin at the end of the day. =D hahas. wells. lets get back to flesh imp soon. n ermms sorrie to make u send so much sms for mondaes lunch to dinner. tui bu qi.! hahas. haf a great dae ahead! love u!
wellwell. thanks for nt complaining while waiting. (at least nt verbally) i tink ur legs "broke" after ytd.! hahas. sorry but gd training. =x l0lx. im nt gonna type animore cos i knoe its gonna be never ending. (:
beautifully loved`- at 9:30 a.m.
Friday, December 23, 2005
simply dun understand y i cant wake up late. =x
wells. im up to rant. anw gonna go out ltr. =))
okies. fine. i decided nt to rant here. but wells. ahhhhh!!!!!
too good wif words makes it even harder for me. ssssshhhhheesssshhh.
i hope i settle this b4 ermms 1 30?! if nt i wld be thinkin how to reply plus hw to break the news plus i dunno wad w/o hurting anione agn.
but i cant exactly be nice to everybody. OMG.!
beautifully loved`- at 9:16 a.m.
Thursday, December 22, 2005
wells. went to sch for some ogl thing todae. hahas
met dear after tt to makn n study. hahas. =)) had fun tokin n stuff. lolx. out tml and almost everydae after tt. -.-"" like OMG. i wan to study. hahas.
oh yarh. some guy came to us to promote some vapoursin thing. stupids.! its sth like perfume but nt and it last for like 12 hours.!?!? =x sheesh.
guess tats for todae. more tmr.! hahas.
dear~ thanks for the belated prezzie! love it to bits.! hahas. =)) and dun worry! love ya! cyaz soon kaes. shall haf out sushi lunch soon. hahas. take care. xie le.!
raymond~ heys. thanks so much this past few daes.! =)) ngee ann pple are nice. lolx. =x im feelin so much betta.
din knoe i gt u so worried n stuff. sorrie. wells. im nt sure whether it was suppose to be nice of u to be kinda protective. though it was in a gd sense. but sometimes its more den u shld. =x anw. its all appreciated.
some pple betta be nice tmr. =x
beautifully loved`- at 8:20 p.m.
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
im back feelin glad n all.
had barely 7 hours of slp. sheesh. =x so crappy. gonna complete at least 6 pages of maths todae. which is like nt possible?!?! madness. -.-"" gonna start in the afternoon. morning slack n rest. tsktsk.
back to my hols.
lots of exciting things happen. did lots of things for the first time.
first time :
snokellin
takin hot air balloon
takin helicopter
sea walker
throwing a boomerang
takin a semi submarine
wakin up at 3am(aussie tym) for 2 consecutive daes
walkin arnd feelin deres nth to buy
EATING ICE CREAM FOR 4 CONSECUTIVE DAYS!! min: 1per dae
cant find ani chicken chop
no donut king
no hot chocolate
takin "chompy" cruises
i guess tats it. cant recall anithing more.
wells. we tried the hot air balloon twice. (tats y i woke up at 3am on 2 daes)
the first time we din manage to "fly" cos the wind was far too strong (5 knots) for take off plus the landing wld be veri rough on such weather n we wld be hoppin arnd in the basket. =x sheesh. they wet our appetite by preparing the hot air ballloon n definetly the disappointment was greater.
wells. we tried our luck the second dae. im so glad we manage to get into the hot air balloon. got bout 4000 feet high. like woooaaahhh. everything looks so puny at the bottom. =/ fun!! the landing was nice too. help to pack the hot air balloon after tt too.
P.S. A hot ar balloon weighs 400kg?!?!? no kiddin man.
more tml.
next tym i get back to cairns agn. its gonna be :
water rafting
diving
bungy (maybe)
beautifully loved`- at 9:48 a.m.
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
wells the 4th tym im ranting todae. i broke my record like woahhhh!!! wells. forget it. i tink heres the best place to "tok" to u. n heres the best place to get every single thing off me.
reply to ur long entry.
wells. i did read it. its nt tt i did nt consider ur feelings at all. its nt true. wells. sometimes u arent receiving the "msg" i want it to be. wells. it alwaes take 2 hands to clap. yesh im nt happie. yesh i knoe tt u tried makin mi happie. thanks. and i knoe tt mi rejectin ur offer to go out makes u feel lousy. but i aint tt happie either.! sheesh. sorry i messed up ur life.! sorry i make u feel like crap.! sorry that i appear n complicate ur life.! sorry i screwed it up! sorry its nt smooth sailing cos juz a small alil me. sorry. sorry if things arent gg ur way. its nt tt i dun wanna meet u and stuff. its nt tt i dun wan to watch the show wif you. nonononono. its juz tt wld u want to go out wif sumone whom wun be exactly herself n u will get upset urself. so haf i ever considered ur feelings. haf u tot hw i felt when i feel tt he is like showin mi concern den u did. haf u tot bout the struggles i haf in me. tryin to stop all the msges and yet nt hurt every single body at the same time. cos i had enuff. all the comparisons i had to go thru but nt wantin to let ya knoe cos i knoe sumhow its gonna make u feel lousy. somethings i kept frm u cos i din wan u to feel bad. tols ya somethings cos i din wan u to feel lousy if u knoe it gradually. in me it feels bad. and i dun like kipin stuff frm u. i dunno. im nt sure how mani more pple i haf to hurt. i knoe its hurting freaking bad for everyone. i wldnt sae its ur fault for all these to happen. if this is where we are stoppin. if this is when u will be lettin go. let mi knoe. can u tell mi wad wld be the best thing i can do so tt i wun hurt tt much for u?
all i ask is for mi to be alone for some time. is tt too much to ask for or too long for ya to wait. wadeva.
freak. i hate bgr. cos tt wld be the onli tym i feel like breakin dwn. freak. i shld nvr haf gave in. wadeva. din expect myself to feel this way. ahh wadeva. wad a life.
thanks for being dere even u aint sure wads happenin. u haf alwaes been my gd listening ear. i appreciate tt. thanks for all the concern.
guide me the way. gif mi the strength to forget all my troubles n settle down to work.
awy frm the internet for awhile. will find my another way of ranting.
yesh. imfeelindown. gonnagohaffunwiftheblackbox.
beautifully loved`- at 10:16 p.m.
wells. previous previous entry deleted. since he read it le. so yeps. here comes another.
hmms sorrie boy. i dunno. but after ytd i juz din feel like meetin you tmr.?! cos i knoe even if part of me wants to meet u so much. i wun exactly be myself. i might nt exactly be happie. goodness knows why. so yeps. and its nt tt i dun wanna meet u any sooner. hmms i kinda nid some time alone even if u dun nid. which im sure u nid it too. i promise i will go out wif ya somewhere near xmas. sorrie. but still i wld be gg out tmr like u needa go out ltr. prolly alone prolly gettin a fren. god knoes. prolly rottin at hme too. wells. sorrie if i make u feel lousy agn.! sorrie.! sorrie! im sososososoosososo sorry. soon i promise.
to another u who wldnt be reading this. sorrie i din reply any of ur sms todae. juz din feel like?! sorrie if im nt handling this the right way. so sorrie. sorrie if u r feelin worried for me like u alwaes did. still very sorrie. tui bu qi.
and the 2nd another you hu wldnt be reading this. sorry i din reply ur last sms too. i dunno wads gt into me. but yeps. sorrie. i hope i wldnt hurt another one by rejecting ur movie offer too. cos it sux hurtin pple.
WELLS A THOUSAND SORRIES TO YA PPLE!!!! ESP YOU. you knoe hu u r. you who meant so much.
and tt coconut. like wad my mom said. which i totally agree. my role towards ya will officially n finally end this thursdae. once the decision for ur life is make. i can onli hope n pray the best for ya. deres a limit to wad i can do. but we will alwaes be dere for u. u aint alone. we(my family) care for u. take care.
beautifully loved`- at 7:39 p.m.
feelin ail betta but still the thing is still hoggin me. thanks babe for being dere to listen to me. love ya so much!
takin a nap help alil. but i woke up in less den 2 hours onli to be brought back to those stuff agn. sianded.
the ulcer im havin aint helpin me to feel ani betta too. sheesh. decided to gif lunch a miss todae too. too lazy n dun feel like eating.
juz realise i gt to go back to sch on thursdae.
get mi off stuff n start doin my work. thanks.
wells. tats for now.
ishldnvrhafdecidedtoopenmydoorsngifintoloveagain.
butifidiniwldforgethwitfelt.
partnparceloflife.godwillbringmithruthis.ibelieve.
theoptimisticmeisgonnabebacknow.
nthistoodifficulttoovercomeevenlove.
beautifully loved`- at 3:01 p.m.
Monday, December 19, 2005
wells. im back frm cairns. lots of first time experiece dere. more tml. tonite will be a short post.
it seems like todaes nt a exactly veri gd dae?! at lesat i felt tt pple who r close to my heart aint feelin gd?! wells. guess tats life. hope dey are handlin it well.
yeps. the trip was fun. it was hot. it rawks. but problems were created frm dere n its brought back to where i am. it feels like everything is pourin in at the same tym. but im handlin it well. so no probs. if i want. i can juz forget bout everthing. i guess.
i wonder why sometimes hardwork will nvr pay off for some pple. lifes aint fair. im sure u haf ur own qualities. i guess its juz the techinque of studyin. it worries me to hear u feelin like this. but im glad u told me wads happenin. as usual we never hide stuff. im prayin everythings gonna be fine for ya n u will make the right choice. u haf no tym to waste. cheer up n cont smiling! ur nt useless. rrly. deres so mani pple out dere hu care n loves u. so yeps.!! smile!! take lots of care.!
and u. im nt sure wad u r tinking. but im sure it has to do wif mi?! at least more or less. wells. i hope u will open up to mi slowly. hmms its nt a command or demand or want. perhaps its juz a wish. let it be a chance to knoe each other betta. so yeps. if deres anithing. im alwaes here. can alwaes be ur listening ear. dun kip anithing to urself even if it has gt to do wif me. perhaps. u can untangle those knots in u n stop guessin by askin me?! im sure im fine wif it. if its bout frens. im more den happie to hear ur problems. so yeps. cheer up.! n cont smiling!
beautifully loved`- at 10:43 p.m.
Thursday, December 15, 2005
i love blogger.! a place for mi to rant when im unhappy or when im bored. (:
so yeps. still gt 1 more hour b4 i board the plane n im rotting here usin free internet access. cheapo. =x
odacians must be enjoyin themselves at mount k. now. hope dey all make it to the summit. n everything is going on well for dem. i miss those peeps. ODAC RAWKS.! (: ehhs haf a safe trip back too.!!
3rd entry for the dae. wad shld i sae? sheesh. im nt sure too. other den i will reach cairns at 2am sg tym n dere will be at least 2 hours of time difference. gonna chiong movies on the plane ltr. hahas. hope deres tv. takin this australian airline. cos currently this is the onli airline tt goes to cairns directly. if nt we haf to wait for transit. n tt sux. when u haf to wake up in th middle of the morning juz to switch planes. -.-""
wells. was on the fone juz now. nt long ago. hope u are enjoyin the 3 hour long show now.
ermms somethings are left unsaid. or im the one hu dun wanna bring it up cos its simply wierd. but im juz gonna leave sg feelin woot~! cos tats me.! hahas.
freak the ang mo guy beside my brother. *perimeters of vulgarities shooting at you*
beautifully loved`- at 7:35 p.m.
random
i still enjoy all the talks we have. i nvr haf to tink of wad to sae. wad to reply. it feels so free. its amazing hw i nvr fail to read ur mind n it shocks u. n vice versa. im so glad i still haf u as my close fren. n ur still still sharing ur problems n stuff wif me.
thanking god for everything. =))
praying tt ur family wld once be fine.
keep smiling.
P.S. a random entry.
i miss my gers. i gt so much to say. im glad poly hols is starting. lets meet up real soon. i still love hangin arnd wif my them. SLJMRYEK rawks my life. cant wait for xmas gatherin wif ya pple.!
beautifully loved`- at 12:08 p.m.
leaving sg in the evening. woot~! gonna chiong movies on the plane den slp. will reach dere bout 5am the next morn. =)) hehes. last trip for the yr so gonna enjoy.
gonna chiong my hwk when im back. its decided. hahas. been enjoyin n slackin too much. so yeps. =Pp wells. nth happen ytd. was "rotting" at hme. helped mom to clear her mountain of clothes. den pack my bag in the night. hope i din leave anithing out. =x
my bill is gonna xplode super badly. real badly. so pple. pls call me if deres anithing. i gt FREE incoming. so call for all u want.
P.S. onli call after the 19th. =x for now, continue to explode my sms. thanks.
i wonder hows my bill gonna be like. hahas.
i wonder wads wif the sudden increase in pple viewin my friendster. other den i crash some of my friends friendster ytd. -.- wadeva.
sudden tot of gg down to orchard to get bro my prezzie
thanks for ur concern. askin mi to rest n if i was okies n tt i shld nt be doing so much stuff since i wasnt feelin well earlier tt day. thanks for ur understanding too. gr8ly appreciated. =)) wells. i knoe u wun be reading this. but still xie le.!
ehhs u. all the best this sundae!! hahas. enjoy the game n haf fun. jia you ba.! everythings gonna be fine. =D happie gaming too. hahas. take care of urself. cyaz soon. n stop crackin my personal message. =/ shhessh. n neither do i want ur bill to xplode. so dun msg too much kaes.
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beautifully loved`- at 10:08 a.m.
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
yesh. im bloggin agn. the second tym the whole dae. im bored.
sheesh. im awake now. wif a little pain still in my head. =x and im awake at 9 plus when i onli manage to slp at 4 in the morn. gosh. =x
brother is hoggin on the fone wif his frens. hes stayin hme todae. sheesh.
i nid more rest todae. so home todae. =Pp lol.
was out 2hours after i reach hme ytd. so yeps.
went out wif my 2 darlings for dinner. =)) manhattan at plaza singapura. its sth like fish n co. food is nice! yummy. =D thanks for the treat darling. hahas. enjoyed myself wif the both of dem. cyaz peeps soon esp. u.
wells. i settled sth ytd. one load off me. im glad. tsktsk. was glad tt u understand. rrly. sorrie if i make u felt tt way. din mean it. but still gd frens, ya.
gd luck for ur competion ltr. haf fun n chill kaes. yeps. the road ahead is long. we will see how things go n if things work out. for now, juz follow the flow n enjoy the moment. hahas. at least i was frank to u on msn ytd. *beams*
ytdcameallsonaturally.
beautifully loved`- at 9:45 a.m.
ahh! shessh. its 3 08 in the morn now. i shld be slpin. =x
sheesh. woke up wif this throbbing headache tt i had i tot in my dreams. but no!! its reality. FREAK!! its hurtin like shit now. surrenderED to panadol. sheesh.. AHHHHHHHH!!
plus. i juz receive a msg tt im suppose to be in sch at 10am in the atrium tml.? like wt*. im so nt goin. this headache is killin me n i haf to pack for tmls overseas trip plus iron clothes. sorrie babes n dudes. nt at this moment.
ahhh. sux!!!! hope this pain will go awy.
guess that sum1 is slpin now. shant disturb.
arrrrrrrrggggggggggghhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! this pain sux big time.!!!!!!!! *bites*
this still feels like crap after i blog. wad shld i do now? =x
beautifully loved`- at 3:08 a.m.
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
wells. din expect to reach singapore tt early todae.
had my fair share of fun n shoppin. but i had my "rough" time dere too. oh wells. did lots of thinkin both on the way dere n comin back.
wells. i hope all the thinkin are worth it. sheesh.
those conversations during meals kinda rawkz n sux at the same tym. shant elaborate why. i make my stand and im glad.
its wierd. i was quite firm in doin sth while i was on the way back n dere. but sumhow i lost it. sheesh. this feels like crap. n i will be gone on the 15th again. zzzzzzzzz.... n i dun wish to settle it after i come back. wth.
*perimeters full of vulgarities* someone pls tell me wad im thinkin. freak shit.
anw gt a xmas invitation. hope swt is gg though. so i wun feel left out. =D
comparison seriously sux big time. n i dun do tt. nt to dem. i hope u all wun do it behind my back too. thanks. sheesh. everyone is freakin different so yeps. like u sae. its my choice. so yups. im expecting hell of a tym ahead.
raymond~ sorry boy cant make it todae. another dae kaes? cyaz n take lots of care. =))
P.S. sth is wrong wif my typin tgt. okies. at least i gt it off me. ranting more ltr.
beautifully loved`- at 4:00 p.m.
Sunday, December 11, 2005
im bloggin b4 i leave for malacca. gonna be a short entry.
ytd was gr8 went shoppin wif mom at raffles city n she was late n i had to kinda like stone dere alone. =x
oh wells. bought quite abit of stuff. more shoppin comin up. woot.
hahas. hmms darling called this morn. woot! hahas. so nice hur. juz b4 i leave. oh wells. happie tokin to ya. l0lx.
haf enuff rest n cyaz when im back.! hahas. thanks for alwaes being so sweet. love ya to bits. =)) hahas. im nicer den u. =Pp
hahas. tok to another darling last nite. hahas. ermms did lots of catchin up.! hahas. thanks for tt testimonial hur.
yeps. will meet ya when im back too. lets go do some shoppin n haf some gd food. hehes. shall do more catchin up when im back. n pls dun torture my darling wif lots of quens kaes. hahas. love ya.! cyaz soon.!
lifes gettin even more beautiful becos of all my frens. =))
beautifully loved`- at 8:28 a.m.
Saturday, December 10, 2005
ytd was fabulous. i studied for physics.?! like woooaahh.
i had fun. my fair share of laughter AND luv the company i had. hahas. *beams*
somehow life seems even better now. =))
oh wells. gonna go study alittle more ltr. shant rot todae. =D
sumhow i gt a little more motivated to study. raffles city im gonna go in the evening. dinner out which means better food n having to think of wad to eat. =x
gonna go ESPRIT to buy my demin skirt ltr. woot.~! 20% + 10% off for esprit cardholders till tml. i love my mom. hehes.
told her the skirt was ex. but she sae its better den nt havin it. NICE LOGIC.! =Pp
gonna go malacca tml n be back on mon. den off to cairns on thursdae. tsktsk. woot.~! FUN FUN FUN.!
P.S. L.I.N.F.O.S. (u haf to agree. wif me life rawks. hahas.)
iadorehim?! -----> imquitesureiadorehim.
commitmentsltronkaes?!
butstillichoosetorespecturchoice.ehhschimology?! =x
blurifiedlemahz? figureouturself.thanks.
beautifully loved`- at 8:50 a.m.
Friday, December 09, 2005
im bored. changed my blogskin. =))
since blue rawks. blue it shall be. *beams*
lesson learnt. neber to slp in the afternoon no matter hw tired i am. it onli gets my mind gg. workin. =x bad. had a prob. slpin last nite. -.-""
my lifes takin a turn now. likeee woooaaahhh. hahas. chim-ology. oh wells. brother is still camping at hme wif me. hes recovering n gonna go for some pyjamas party tonite. sounds cool huh. tsktsk. my family leaving sg on sundae. woot.~! awy frm all my books. gonna start doin some hwk todae though. lolx.
cant wait to meet darlin on the 13th. woot.
gers!! CHOMPCHOMP?? hahas. lets haf a FULL gathering. =/
meeting some blur fellow ltr. =x lets ASSUME ya will be reading this. zzzz. anw stop tinking bout stuffs. it kills the brain cells.
shuclara. i miss ya babes. esp mrs owen cos i hardle get to meet ya.
Anastasia - A new beginning.
beautifully loved`- at 10:28 a.m.
Thursday, December 08, 2005
*yawn* im nt use to wakin up so early since holidaes started. as usual. when back sch for meetings. meetings and more meetings. =x oh wells. onli a handful turn up todae. =x
did some catchin up wif my dear shuyi juz now. hahas. updates... hope we get to meet each other in malacca. =)) tsktsk. swt seventeen had been gr8. nice. wonderful. woot~! hope things will go well this yr.
ahh!! im still nt doin my hwk. i lost my drive. =/ sumone pretty please get me gg. all i can tink of is overseas. haf fun. slack. pool. movie n SENTOSA. arrgghh.. wad bout extending my holidae?!
bros still campin at hme till tml. one of his P5 fren came over and dey are playin maple now?! n silly little mi is staring str8 at my com wif some tots floating in my mind.
acting ignorant is neber my forte. but i shall try this tym. being open bout sum stuff has alwaes been me. so yeps. im nt makin sense to anione other den myself.
stupid DARLING.! hahas. i knoe u will be reading this. yeps. thanks for the belated bdae entry on ur blog. read it. hahas. happie workin at the merry go round thingy this 2 daes kaes.! hahas. i miss ya so much. yeps. unlike poles attract. and tats u and mi. guess we had our fair share of ups n down in our frenship n its catching up tym. cyaz when im back frm malacca. *muackz* =))
beautifully loved`- at 12:38 p.m.
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
brother runnin a high fever. i will be campin at hme to look after him. tsktsk. =)) my precious brother. somehow him lookin like tt worries me.
somehow my life rawks now other den some other stuff. hahas.
oh wells. received a bdae puzzle prezzie ytd.! woot~! so nice. hahas. thank you pple. hehes. =Pp errmms thanks so much for accompanying mi n my knowledge expanded agn. thankies. *beams* all the care n concern u showered on me. thank you. =)) appreciate it.
sry i cldnt make it. im sry if i make u felt tt way. sry. juz enjoy urself todae.
to give more? i dun mind but im afraid. sigh... signals. right/wrong/mixed. hints. confusing. frens. yesh.
more tonite. bro wanna watch naruto using my com le. =x ciaoz.
beautifully loved`- at 9:48 a.m.
Monday, December 05, 2005
forget to mention that i went hayatt to haf afternnon tea wif mom on 031205. felt like a "tai-tai". oh wells. all the delicious food n the pple dere were like makin sure u were feelin comfortable. i wanted tea and i had to go to the counter n select. -.-'' when i reach the counter i practically stare at all the name of the tea. dey seem so ailen to me. n i din knoe wad to choose. so i asked mum to choose for me. i ended up drinkin Earl grey while mom had sth malt. den dere were early breakfast. peppermint. and some other farnie names.
went out wif swt in the evening. i had to go out. wasnt use to stayin hme on my bdae. so yeps. kinda went on a shoppin trip. bought a cap tt i alwaes wanted. n a new top for new year. =x upcomin wld be a skirt frm flesh imp. tsktsk. =Pp had fun wif her. went to vist edwin at CK TANG too.
gonna go out soon. meetin my frens at tamp mrt at 1130. wahahas. seoul garden. den wld prolly drop by chalet for a while. brother is having a fever. hope hes fine. dad n him juz came back frm some part of malaysia. -.-""
this is wad i gt frm dem. and im loving it.$40 ESPRIT voucher.
so cute doggie.
lots of famous amos cookies in a box.
winnie the pooh pop up sticker. =))
brother gaf mi some pencil holder wif all the stationary inside n a band. *muacks* i love him.
part 2 greetings.yeelengarvinlee chenericsook funshaunwei choonbrotherkuen yeowai tingcalvinwan tingjessiekimberly
beautifully loved`- at 9:33 a.m.
Sunday, December 04, 2005
the gers came over n i had fun. i had another unique bdae cake. tsktsk. =))
watched the perfect man. nice show. happie ending. hahas.
received lots of nice nice prezzie. *beams* - BIG SMILES- hehes.
but i juz feel like gettin out of hse now.
greats if another attracted ya. lucks to ya. dere wasnt a nid to tell mi. thanks. dere wasnt a nid to ask so much. thanks.
get mi to the arcade to the movies. now?
I LOVE MY GERS.!! DEY ROCK MY LIFE.!
beautifully loved`- at 6:11 p.m.
woot~ im such a happie ger. ytd todae n more to come.! woo lalala.!! =pP
outing wif my darlings was great. though it was a rather short one wif sy. hehes. lets go out somedae agn. this tym muz dinner out wif us.! tsktsk. =Pp
oh wells. i haf to admit i had the most unique and unusual bdae cake in my entire life. n i still love it. hehes. shall host the picture another tym =)) did some catchin up. walkin around. luffin like mad. teasin one another n havin fun. hahas. u gers rawk my life. hahas. =))
had dinner wif my dear claresta. hehes. den started walkin arnd. n she keeps complaining her legs are aching. hahas. =/
msges kept streaming in. i thank god for all my frens. and thank you for remembering my bdae.!!
went out on a shoppin spree for TY toys wif my mom ytd too. hahas. bought lots of cutie stuff. n i bought her this PINKY PIG stuff toy frm TY cos she loves it to bits. shes juz like one small kid huh. always young at heart. next stop charles n keith slippers wif her. bleahz. =D
THANKS FOR ALL THOSE WISHES...
somehow in order...
[ b4 12 ]
john shu yiclaresta[ after 12 ]
andyraymondshazsi yuanle jiaroyjing tingjin fengjian wenvalerieming huiarvinrebeccauusimaajin haoyu chernyong yi felixn counting.....thanks pple. love ya n HUGS!
beautifully loved`- at 10:24 a.m.
a sudden tot came to me.
it feels like im drifting frm my once ya to be very close frens.
izzit the holidaes. or izzit us?
sometimes it feels so tough juz to tok to dem agn.
things doesnt seem nor feel the same.
sth is lackin. sth is impt.
it seems like u will nvr understand dem animore..
wanderin wad i shld do.i dislike distances. i dislike gaps. lets shorten it.
beautifully loved`- at 4:49 a.m.
Saturday, December 03, 2005
4 hours of slp *yawn*
thanks for comin out of hse to meet me n send mi home.
sorry tt ya had to walk home?! =x
guys like ya are rare treasure.
tell mi which guy wld treat his gd fren so nice. gg to such a far extent so tt she wun be hme alone n tt she wld be safe.
freezin bus. ran under the heavy rain. tried to keep myself warm under the wet clothes. useless. damn the bus driver. he shld lower the aircon
CIP camp was greats. make lots of new frens. i love my princesses. was kinda sad when they had to leave n knowin tt u will never ever meet dem agn. i guess tats life huhs.
he mention bout him to me.
him mention bout he to me.
total madness.
wierd.
dun ever let ur mind wander. we r juz gd frens. and tats clear.
beautifully loved`- at 1:03 a.m.
Thursday, December 01, 2005
woke up at 7am in the morn. total madness. had to force myself to slp agn.
its nw 10am. a few more hours n im outta hse AGN. =x wun be back till late nite. n i will be out for orphanage camp followed by farwell party tml. another dae is burnt. sigh..
cant wait for this weekend to come by. i gonna haf lots of celebrations. at least 2 is confirm. hope im meetin the gers. dad n bro wun be in sg on my bdae. =( nvmz. gt mom to celebrate it wif mi. =))
i received 2 prezzies so far.!! so happie.!! n im still counting. 1 frm le jia ai ting n pei min. the other frm mom.! she sang mi a early bdae song while giving it to mi last nite. oh mans. so touched.!! =_) i love her.!! she alwaes flood mi wif jewellrys. this yr its a pendant frm citigem. =D *beams* shall host the pics soon...
im awaiting for my steamboat date n dinner date..... hehes. animore to come? tsktsk.
oh mans. i cant wait for my bdae to come. its gonna be different this yr. but i sense tt its gonna be damn nice n im so gonna enjoy myself. its gonna be a nice n memorable one. woot. =Pp
MY CUZZIE WON A BRONZE MEDAL IN THE SEA GAMES ( FENCING).!!
sth worth celebratin n be proud of. im sharing his joy. hes smart n talented. woot~! TEAM SINGAPORE.! =)) *3 cheers to ya*
count down : 3 days...
song addiction : Pussycat Dolls - Stickwitu
beautifully loved`- at 9:56 a.m.