Thursday, October 27, 2005
im feelin damn sick. my thorat hurts badly. n im losin my voice. tt is how bad it is. feel like crap. feel like cuttin my throat.
oh wells. for those hu read my previous entry. pardon me. im sorry. n i deleted the post le. so yeps.
i love my mom. she alwaes tok sense into me. hahas. as usual i haf my toks wif my mom. she asked me. are all ur ten fingers equal? i said no. and she sae that. people aint equal. dey are nt the same. u juz haf to accept dem for hu dey are even if dey do nt haf a sense of urgency. u juz haf to make sure dey do their part. i cant expect everyone to be a "worker" cos no 2 person are the same. my mom even ask me to relak n dun get toos stress. how nice.
though wad she sae was simple. but it struck me. it kept mi thinking. she was right. i guess its their style of working. and i haf to get use to it. all i nid is someone to tok some sense to mi n i will shut up! hahas. =)) so tok sense to me. hehes. n dun make mi flare up wif ya. hahas. =D
aniwae. i came home only to realise tt my grandma went to see a doctor. shes gonna haf a opt on 8 november. a dae b4 my op. sigh. can u bleaf it. im stayin wif her the whole tym n i din even realise she was in pain all the while? =x oh wells. if u r wondering hw come she gt the dates so fast. its cos her knee cap bone has officially crack. brokes. shes havin a bandage now. the one tt u get when u fracture ur leg. mom knew tt i haf lots of stuff to do. so she ask mi to concentrate on my work n leave this matter to the adults. they will settle it. gosh. hw can u expect mi nt to care. shes my grandma. someone whom i care. someone whom i love. someone who brought me up. someone who was alwaes dere for me when im sick n when i needed someone. moreever shes already so old. i wonder if she can take it. i simply love my grandma.
now. i dun even knoe wad to do. all i knoe is to pray for her. i know god will be my her side. bringing her thru this obstacle. giving her all the strength she nid. i guess 'bad" things neber come individually. but im learning. cos thru all tt haf happen. i knoe i will become a stronger person. n god will alwaes be dere for mi even in my darkest times. he will nt forsake anione of us.
beautifully loved`- at 8:24 p.m.
