klass chalet juz ended. had fun wif dem. =))
its an individual who decide whether u will haf fun in the chalet. so yeps.
we had the nice memories. playin concentration n stupid stuff in the middle of the morn. absolute wif sprite is nice too.
still feelin alittle tired. gonna wait for dinner now. more tml.
beautifully loved`- at 7:18 p.m.
Monday, November 28, 2005
had ODAC mobile camp.
SRIT.
outdoor cooking.
walkin more than 40km?
night orienteering.
walkin on mud n ankle deep waters.
getting my white shoe brown.
went to watch a risen sun. =x
met fiona at maman beach. love u ger.!
rafting.
enjoyed campfire wif another international sch.
slpin in e wild under the basha alone.
gettin a zillion mosquitoes bites.
nt bathin for 3 days 2 nites.
havin a shock frm fierce wild dog barks.
loadin stuff.
team bonding.
gettin dirty.
gettin all wet while washin the tents.
climbin over sch main gate.
been there. done that. had fun.
BIG THANKS TO RAYMOND MORRIS HONG SUM SHAZ SOOK FUN.!!
now. awaiting for orphanage camp cum bdae cum overseas.
off to chalet todae. bb. back in a few daes time.
beautifully loved`- at 8:51 a.m.
Thursday, November 24, 2005
frm 8am onwards. my fone did nt stop ringing. i had calls. msges to relay dwn. sms to reply. things to account for becos of my absence.
oh wells. its better den my fone being super quiet cos i get super uneasy.
tmls mobile camp.! n i haf yet to pack my bag. gonna start packin ltr. =))
fun fun fun.!! it better be.
awaiting for all the chalets. its gonna rawkx! (i hope)
apparently im havin a veri wierd biological clock recently. i slp at 12 in the nite. n wake up at 8 in the morn. its so unusual of me. n upon knowin tt its 8am i will force myself to slp agn. which alwaes succeed. hahas.
A blur coconut never understands wad a sotong is saying. iderts.
beautifully loved`- at 11:24 a.m.
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
this is getting alittle
beautifully loved`- at 7:19 p.m.
i was supposedly early in reaching sentosa, however i became punctual den gradually late. -.-"" cos desmond was late in meeting me. hahas. oh wells. nvmz bout tt. met derrick and some other guys on the train.
On a lighter note, i make a new fren. shes theresa frm jurongvile student council. shes so cheerful n bubbly. =)) hahas. it seems like i alwaes make frens wherever i go. =D stayed wif juay kai at our station for like half a dae. n im glad im in one piece. hahas. jkjk. hes a nice person to tok to. lame shit. arvin delivered some warm n hot wedges over too.! woot.!! =)) its nice to eat it on a cold n rainy weather like ytd.
watched harry potter in the evening ytd wif dem too. hesistated n decided nt to sae who are dey. its nt tt dey are horrible or anithing. but im sure im gonna get a thousand and one questions frm some pple who are reading this if i reveal their names. n i dun feel like answering dem. rrly. n the human mind wonders. so tats worst. aniwae i make 2 new frens from this outing. nice pple i muz sae. at least i din feel left out and i was actualli luffin while on the way hme. hahas. rather fun pple i muz sae. nt bad to hang out wif. =)) thanks pple for ytd.
- i nid to tok to ermms one of my closer frens nw.
- i hope no wrong signals are given. im juz startin to open the doors... =x ( gr8s. wad am i doing)
beautifully loved`- at 9:13 a.m.
Sunday, November 20, 2005
oh wells. i wldnt sae tt sth happened last nite. it aint appropriate. perhaps, sth unexpected occur. nt gonna knoe y it occur. nt gonna tink bout it. it kills my brain cell. gonna look at things on the surface ONLI. =D
aniwae CSI game rawks man! hahas. wooo lalala. its so damn nice. hehes. tym to get some slp b4 i head to beach rd wif dad. bb.
beautifully loved`- at 3:33 p.m.
Friday, November 18, 2005
oh wells. was thinkin wad i had been doin my whole life. was thinking thru the things tt i had experience. guess im gonna list some out ltr. having bash ltr. hopes it fun. oh wells. random thoughts. decided to do some thank yous todae. =)) so here it goess...
reflections:
pple
-SLJRYEK. (dey haf alwaes been my pillars of support cum encouragement cum...)
-fiona n rebecca (u pple will never knoe how much i miss them n hw much our frenship meant to me)
-shuyi n claresta (these gers simply make mi luff. thanks for being dere through my darkest time this yr)
-galvin (thanks for being dere this yr)
-raymond, siyuan, morris (the 3 closest MJC guys frens tt i knoe. precious n priceless frenship we haf. i love those late night studying, mahjong, movie etc.... thanks for putting up wif my nonsense. esp wif me alwaes saying "im hungry. CAN WE GO EAT.? =x ")
-raymond (thanks for all the encouragement, care n concern n lots. alwaes dere to hear my rants too. no words can describe hw much all those meant to me)
-siyuan( baby yuan! thanks for all the care n concern n the help u render me when i get so frustrated wif maths)
-morris (nth much to thank. jkjk. thanks for being such a gr8 fren n stop bullyin me! thanks.)
-nicholas ang ( sadly his in srjc now. =( thanks so much for the listening ear tt u gaf me when i was gg thru the darkest time this yr. thanks for all the care n concern too. xie le )
-ai ting (thanks for everything too n helpin me collect my work when im nt in sch)
-le jia (thanks for all the lame-ness n everything ya did)
-jolyn (thanks for everything man. u haf been a gr8 help)
-roy (u who wouldnt be reading. one of the best thing tt ever happen in my life. thanks for all the things tt ya did for me. the memories we had rawkz man. thanks for giving me the chance to knoe u even better. im glad n happie tt i had the chance n opprtunity. ur a nice n great guy. FRENS FOREVER, coconut.! =)) it was neber a mistake to ever haf u in my life. take care. cant find anything to replace all the thanks yous tt i wanna tell u. get a gd ger n treasure her. )
to those tt i had miss out. im sorry and thanks for everything pple.!
beautifully loved`- at 1:41 p.m.
Thursday, November 17, 2005
dere goes my motivation for doing hwk.
realise i nid to pack my camp bag n settle lots of stuff.
i cut my hair. hahas. like finally.
woot~!~!
cant wait for it to be longer again. den can do sth to it agn. =x
beautifully loved`- at 7:23 p.m.
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
gosh. im real tired. feelin so drain frm everything.
but..
i had to continue moving on.. continue running 5km.
i could hardly catch my breathe. suddenly everything around mi went silent. tat was when i realise tt this was all i cld gif. nth more. nth less. i gif my bez. i feel so "stretched" now.
i seriously wanna cut my hair. juz do sth bout it.
( p.s. im nt cutting my hair cos im feelin dwn. deres no reason now. yet. new haircut new start )
when reality starts kicking in,
when everything u want were nth but impossiblities,
when dreams became desires,
when everything u want were nth but past memories,
when rest was unspeakable,
when everything u want were suddenly beyond ur reach,
wad will u do?
beautifully loved`- at 3:54 p.m.
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
PW IS FINALLY OVER. *beams* screams n jumps*
woot. the dae tt i haf alwaes been waiting for.
finaaly.
went to sch to submit my final InR draft.! hahas. shalalallas.
oh wells. did another game proposal todae. thanks sy dear for all ur help *muacks* =))
hahas. gonna slp early tonite. gt training at 0730. so freakin early la.! i wanna rest.! -.-"
hope tml is gonna be fun.
grandma is back home.! shes discharge. the scar on her leg still freaks mi out. *ouch* i dunno wad n how to describe the feelin when i see it..
bz week.
but im still hopin for a intersting thing/miracle to happen to brighten up my bz week.
cant wait for 7 dec to come. cos tats the tym i can finally take a break frm all my work.
countdown: 19 days
the dae juz drifted by again....
beautifully loved`- at 8:02 p.m.
Monday, November 14, 2005
had ogl meething this morn. n im gonna be quite bz cos im the Area I/C. =x oh wells im gonna and shall enjoy wad im doing.
lots of random thoughts were drifting in my mind these few daes. even before i fall aslp. lots of WAD IFS keep occuring to me.
nth im gonna type is gg to make sense to anione but me.
had been tinkin thru wad to do n shld i do. finally i did. the strong pullin force in me compel me to do so n finally i gaf in to it. i cld no longer hold back. no longer.
i did n receive wad i wanted. the way things were delivered to me gaf me a shock. i love the updates. the moments.
20 more days
beautifully loved`- at 10:01 p.m.
Sunday, November 13, 2005
does that even look like me.? i SERIOUSLY doubt so.
beautifully loved`- at 2:11 p.m.
Saturday, November 12, 2005
went out wif my SLJ to orchard ytd. had a nice tym walkin. sorrie i had to leave early. it was nice hanging around wif dem again. =Pp oh yeps. i took a foto wif ME+10 the thingy outside heeren. okies. it was rather pai seh cos im the ONLY one takin PLUS the guy who is sellin food near the ME+10 was luffin at me. =x will post fotos soon. i still love the cap at heeren but its like 20 dollars n its WHITE!! -.-"" oh man. n the whole point is i look nice in it. wahahahas. jkjk.
rushed back home. i was late in meeting dem.
had BBQ. it was fun. manage to meet more new frens too.
n sth is so wrong. cos i tink my president is haunting mi in my dreams.
this is so bad.
second dae in a row. i nid a break man.
this time i had a super heated arugment wif him while i was doing bag inspection.
(in reality i was suppose to take attendance) =x
oh wells. dun care.
oh. i rrly rrly dun exactly like the last minute thingy tt dey r doing. *rants*
gonna cook lunch ltr. im home wif my bro ONLI.
gonna do i n r ltr. sianded.
i wander wads the attendance like todae.
get mi outta hse next week.?! at least for lunch. yesh im tokin bout u. yarhs u. dun click on any other thing on the screen. dun turn. dun look awy. yesh u. n yahs. i mean U. stop staring at this. l0lx.
beautifully loved`- at 11:57 a.m.
Thursday, November 10, 2005
i simply love chocolates.
i had famous amos chocolate chip n macadamia.
it rocks.
i love it to bits.
had op ytd.
it was okies.
it was wierd.
i guess no one is as unlucky as me.
been called twice to answer QnA when everyone is only being called once.
im juz the anomaly. =/
but im lookin on the positive side.
maybe they cant decide whether to gif me a ME or EE. hehes. =D
things gt wierder when...
sumone i can rant to when im feelin dwn. sumone who will be dere for me thru my ups and downs.
no dates. n i missin it.
im gonna be HOME ALONE the entire dae for dunno hw long.
which means i haf to settle my lunch n breakfast myself.
n i haf to cook for my family. -.-""
and i dunno hu to go out wif for lunch n dinner n to hang out.
cos my close frens r attach. (btw, its a gd thing n im nt blamin them or wadso eva so dun get mi wrong)
i cant alwaes find dem every minute evey sec.
but im glad dey r alwaes dere for mi n to go out wif mi when i ask. hehes.
its juz one of those days
random thoughts.
beautifully loved`- at 9:57 a.m.
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
BIG DAY!!
im finally watch finish fullhse!!! yayness.! it rawkz! =)) so nice.. i dun mind watching it a zillion times. tsk tsk. sometimes all these shows juz make one tinks of how it wld be like if we were to fall in love once again. aint i rite?!
gonna haf op ltr. n i hope i dun screw it up n i hope they dun throw mi a tough question if nt im so gonna die on the spot. -.-""
oh wells. granny had an operation ytd. went to visit her in the hospital tt evening. i see tubes being poke into her. i dislike tt sight. at tt moment. i felt so lost. unsure wad to do. i juz stood dere like a stature. sigh... but i knoe shes gonna be fine cos most elderly haf been thru tt operation b4.
cook my own brunch ytd. gonna settle dinner tml too. nt sure bout tonite. dads been running 2 places. everybodys floodin his fone. had a nice dinner at thomson village delight ytd. im fillin so full till im nt eatin my breakfast. l0lx. =x
i guess tats for nw. i wonder wad awaits me.
mom asked bout ur results agn. yesh agn. zzzZzz..
same smile.
different face.
2 different person,
bonded wif differences.
beautifully loved`- at 9:39 a.m.
Sunday, November 06, 2005
mel is in the hse!! woot~!~!
a few daes back i saw a skirt n shorts tt i wan at B.U.M. oh wells n a 2 flip wallet at walletshop. =x all 3 are gonna be added to my wishlist. hehes. less den a month to my burfdae.!! =)) cant wait. i wonder n still wonder hw different will my bdae be this yr. hehes. a thousand bdae gifts!? a midnight bdae call n haf a bdae song sung to me?! n most importantly how n hu will i be spending it wif. hmmmss.. u, u or u?! or perhaps. a miracle might happen b4 tt. i wonder.
oh wells. back to ytd...
i love ytd!! its been one of the best daes this yr!!! =)) i gt to spend the whole dae wif my cliques close frens dearies darlings!!! woot!!
MORNING. breakfast wif raymond n morris at ya kin. followed by a movie at sam hse. i hope dey had fun watchin the longest yard.
AFTERNOON. went to meet galvin n shuyi for pool n shoppin!! hehes. =)) played 3 rounds of pool. won sy in 1 game. lost galvin ny 2 "balls". the combine game? i tink galvin won. i cant remember. oops!! =x after tt met claresta. she can neber out talk us la!! oh wells. hope she had fun catchin up wif sy. headed to arcade for a game of daytona. woot!! =) next we went walkin arnd. n FINALLY i bought a shorts from pure milk. hehes. sy left bout 5 plus. den we 3 went to eat at LJS. gd customer service i muz sae. hahas. dey me an extra pc of chicken cos dey forgotten bout my order?! =/ oh wells. went to walk arnd after eating.
NITE. went to swt hse to celebrate her early bdae. hahas. had fun wif dem. played cards. chat n luff?! took fotos too! =)) borrowed fullhse DVD frm yc. everyones tokin bout it. so mi being curoius decided to watch it!! hehes. =))
tats for now! meeting beloved jess in less den half an hour.!! take care.
discovered sth juz now. but it doesnt seem to haf any effects on me. tats wierd. im like an ice.
tat journey makes mi realise tt i really want tt impossible dream. wad am i suppose to do?! unrevealed emotions.
beautifully loved`- at 12:18 p.m.
Saturday, November 05, 2005
gonna meet shuyi galvin n claresta. ahhahas. gonna go pool. after tt gonna meet my 7 precious darlings in the nite. hehes. =))
pass few daes had been nice. wun elaborate much on it. oh wells. todae gonna rock too. hehes. =Pp ermms op is next week. sianded. i guess its gonna be fun.
n my thumbdrive gt misplace!!! 1 gig!!! OMG!! *screams* i wan my beloved thumbdrive back. hw i wish it can appear soon. oh wells. wad done is done. shant comment much.
having a slight headache nw. pool is next den chillin out n perhaps alittle of shoppin?!?! hehes. =)) guess tats for now. more tonite! =pPp
beautifully loved`- at 1:15 p.m.
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
apparently my stomach is geetin crazie!! its gettin hungry now! at 1049pm!!! when i had dinner at 7 plus. -gosh-
*fallin aslp wif my hungry stomach*
-nogastricplease.
more tml. too hungry to do anithing. tsk tsk.
*food hunting*
beautifully loved`- at 10:48 p.m.
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
dey r downstairs playin Xbox.
feelin so hungry. w/o food. im deprive of food rite now. and its already 935pm! =x
still gt ODAC n OGL tml. all the Os.. -.-"
oh wells. was at tamp at 10 plus. went to walk around till bout 12?! before i met the rest.?! im "itching" for some daytona. hahas. madness. oh wells. im simply so lazy. OP is cancelled tml. sianded. which means i gt to go back sch on fridae?! oh man. -.-""
tots r running thru my head now... RIGHT NOW. AT THIS MOMENT. frm where i am sitting. a lie i tink ya make. nt gonna assume. i know u haf ur reasons.
n guess wad claresta is living somewhere near where i am nw. =D i miss dem
the unattentive one. u i a****.
beautifully loved`- at 9:32 p.m.
whole dae dota. hahas. oh wells. i gt nth much to blog. other den im gg the east west area agn?! hahas. fantastic! l0lx. serangoon rocks!! tsk tsk. =)) my area next tym round?!?!?!?!?!?! =x
oh wells. im so gonna be late in meetin dem tml.!! 10 am!!!! i wanna slp!! hahas. wad 8 hours of slp is dunno wad. i cant remember le. so rubbish. hahas. =Pp
3 guys n 1 ger nt equal flirt. it meansss errmms socialable?! wad flirt siaz. *slaps* i wun do anithing to potray myself tt way. okies. i knoe he was kidding. but juz a random tot. aniwae i dun like tt word. dun like being tt too. if somehow tats how, u, who are reading this think of me. den errmms i gt no comments..
i will do anithing to stop tt image.
OMG! i shldnt sound so serious. cos no one has been sayin tt. so yeps. nites! bb.
beautifully loved`- at 1:09 a.m.
