Wednesday, November 16, 2005
had odac at 0730 todae.
gosh. im real tired. feelin so drain frm everything.
but..
i had to continue moving on.. continue running 5km.
i could hardly catch my breathe. suddenly everything around mi went silent. tat was when i realise tt this was all i cld gif. nth more. nth less. i gif my bez. i feel so "stretched" now.
i seriously wanna cut my hair. juz do sth bout it.
( p.s. im nt cutting my hair cos im feelin dwn. deres no reason now. yet. new haircut new start )
when reality starts kicking in,when everything u want were nth but impossiblities,
when dreams became desires,when everything u want were nth but past memories,
when rest was unspeakable,when everything u want were suddenly beyond ur reach,
wad will u do?
beautifully loved`- at 3:54 p.m.