Saturday, December 31, 2005
tired. shag. but yet im awake. couldnt get to slp since 8 plus.
wells. hope hes feelin betta n stuff. gonna do some work b4 i get out. gonna complete maths n chem b4 sch starts. =/
wad an earthly call during such an earthly hour. i literally threw my fone aside n went to slp. sorrie.
if anything happens. i wun go back. nt to square one. nt this tym. im sure. in the past i might n i wld. as a close n gd fren i wld be dere to listen no matter wad. my family wld be dere for u too. but i tink tats it. i guess i had enuff for almost the past few mths. its close to a year. u make me feel so numb n tats hw bad it was.nth u do/say is gonna hold me back this tym. but yeps. i cant deny tt i do wonder y it happens. a few more hours n its gonna be a new year. the arrival of 2006.! its gonna be a new me. gonna start all afresh again. woot.! =))
beautifully loved`- at 9:14 a.m.
