Tuesday, December 20, 2005
wells. previous previous entry deleted. since he read it le. so yeps. here comes another.
hmms sorrie boy. i dunno. but after ytd i juz din feel like meetin you tmr.?! cos i knoe even if part of me wants to meet u so much. i wun exactly be myself. i might nt exactly be happie. goodness knows why. so yeps. and its nt tt i dun wanna meet u any sooner. hmms i kinda nid some time alone even if u dun nid. which im sure u nid it too. i promise i will go out wif ya somewhere near xmas. sorrie. but still i wld be gg out tmr like u needa go out ltr. prolly alone prolly gettin a fren. god knoes. prolly rottin at hme too. wells. sorrie if i make u feel lousy agn.! sorrie.! sorrie! im sososososoosososo sorry. soon i promise.
to another u who wldnt be reading this. sorrie i din reply any of ur sms todae. juz din feel like?! sorrie if im nt handling this the right way. so sorrie. sorrie if u r feelin worried for me like u alwaes did. still very sorrie. tui bu qi.
and the 2nd another you hu wldnt be reading this. sorry i din reply ur last sms too. i dunno wads gt into me. but yeps. sorrie. i hope i wldnt hurt another one by rejecting ur movie offer too. cos it sux hurtin pple.
WELLS A THOUSAND SORRIES TO YA PPLE!!!! ESP YOU. you knoe hu u r. you who meant so much.
and tt coconut. like wad my mom said. which i totally agree. my role towards ya will officially n finally end this thursdae. once the decision for ur life is make. i can onli hope n pray the best for ya. deres a limit to wad i can do. but we will alwaes be dere for u. u aint alone. we(my family) care for u. take care.
beautifully loved`- at 7:39 p.m.