Monday, December 19, 2005
wells. im back frm cairns. lots of first time experiece dere. more tml. tonite will be a short post.
it seems like todaes nt a exactly veri gd dae?! at lesat i felt tt pple who r close to my heart aint feelin gd?! wells. guess tats life. hope dey are handlin it well.
yeps. the trip was fun. it was hot. it rawks. but problems were created frm dere n its brought back to where i am. it feels like everything is pourin in at the same tym. but im handlin it well. so no probs. if i want. i can juz forget bout everthing. i guess.
i wonder why sometimes hardwork will nvr pay off for some pple. lifes aint fair. im sure u haf ur own qualities. i guess its juz the techinque of studyin. it worries me to hear u feelin like this. but im glad u told me wads happenin. as usual we never hide stuff. im prayin everythings gonna be fine for ya n u will make the right choice. u haf no tym to waste. cheer up n cont smiling! ur nt useless. rrly. deres so mani pple out dere hu care n loves u. so yeps.!! smile!! take lots of care.!
and u. im nt sure wad u r tinking. but im sure it has to do wif mi?! at least more or less. wells. i hope u will open up to mi slowly. hmms its nt a command or demand or want. perhaps its juz a wish. let it be a chance to knoe each other betta. so yeps. if deres anithing. im alwaes here. can alwaes be ur listening ear. dun kip anithing to urself even if it has gt to do wif me. perhaps. u can untangle those knots in u n stop guessin by askin me?! im sure im fine wif it. if its bout frens. im more den happie to hear ur problems. so yeps. cheer up.! n cont smiling!
beautifully loved`- at 10:43 p.m.
