Tuesday, December 27, 2005
woah. wells. wldnt sae i nvr expect it. so yeps.
juz had a nice chat wif yc. was walkin up n dwn serangoon. din go hme str8. kinda pour everythin out to her. but onli to receive more stuffs when i reach home. sheesh. too "exciting" a life i haf.
but i wld rather knoe everything?!
its wierd hw the mind thinks. its wierd how pple mind wanders. its simply too wierd.
its even wierder when pple make a statement which in the end can onli be found unexplainable. wells. if u all could gif mi a reason y. i wld be more den happie.
if things were unexplainable. den where does all the assumtions where does all the "confirm like tt" come frm. farnie stuff.
if dere were no such statement. dere wldnt be ani worries. dere wldnt be anithing.
but if dere wont such statement we wont sort things out. we wont knoe wad each other is thinkin n hence nt noe each other betta. n neither will it bring us kinda closer. am i makin ani sense to anione.?
but callin us
us might nt be as simple as u tink. its nt bout a yes/no answer nw. its bout the freakin comparison i haf to go thru. can u ever stop tt?! no. it seems unavoidable. n im quite sick of it. i dun even want to mention any. those wierd questions tt i gt shoot at. it seems unnecessary yet needed to be sure of wad im doing. is
it strong enuff to call it a commitment.? cos its short term i want no more. furthermore its gonna be different story nxt yr. tats how difficult it is. tell mi the road ahead is gonna be betta. tell mi to stop tinkin hw life is gonna be like.
sheesh. gt to go now. im startin to tok nonsense. gt less den 5 hours of slp. -.-"" kill me.
beautifully loved`- at 1:06 a.m.
